Feb 10, 2005 19:01
It's either the weather or this time of the month but geez I was in/ am in such a funk ever since lunch. I'm suddenly worrying about things I shouldn't be worrying about. In other words I'm just feelin' a little down and I don't know why. I'm trying to do my astronomy homework and I can't figure it out so I feel dumb. It's all calculation based. I enjoy astronomy because of the cool thought experiments. I hate calculating huge (or actually really really teeny) numbers embedded in paragraph sized word problems. Geez, I am so frustrated. The problem is I know I know how to do it, I'm just stuck and doubting myself.
On the bright side, I got a call from Karen today and she's going to come over and hang out tonight. We're probably going to rent the Notebook because I could really use a good cry. I called my mom about the study abroad summer program in paris and she said I sounded "nasally" and accused me of getting sick again. I still have the sniffles leftover from my cold I had a couple weeks ago, but it's not a huge deal, nor my fault. She also seemed eager to get off the phone and has been blowing me off lately. I think menopause may be here...
I don't know, everything just feels so heavy right now that I could cry.