My short night..
Just got back from hanging out with Christie. Let's just say what she likes to do and what I like to do varies. I think I am so over the whole club scene because from the time I got there to my very first drink, I was so ready to go home. I went cuz I kept telling her I would even though I really did not feel up to it. I thought it was like a bar type of place but it's more of a club on Monday night than anything else. I'm just am not feeling the club scene anymore. That was so 3 years ago. Not saying I am too grown or mature for the club scene. It's just that it's not fun to me anymore. I'd rather kick it with some friends and chill, I guess. I don't know. I swear I am a 60 year old stuck in a 24 year old's body. I should be sleeping right now, not worrying about why I don't like clubbing anymore. Maybe I just grew out of it or something. It really shouldn't be a big deal but I feel like it is. I hate being around large groups of folks I don't know and I meet them for what? We won't be kicking it like that on the reg. Christie is just trying to get me out and meeting new people and she wants me to be in her "circle" but I don't think that's what's gonna happen. Her friends and my friends are different, probably wouldn't mesh well which is why I don't mesh well. I was just bored and she was all "but you haven't even danced yet!". I didn't want to dance nor did I want to get buzzed, drink, or whatever on a Monday night. I wasn't feeling it. She'll probably ask me later on what happened even though I explained to her I wasn't feeling the club scene anymore from how I was feeling tonight. I did bump into a friend from High School. The guy I lost my virginity to's best friend, Kelvin aka Messy. We talked thru Friendster but I'm not really on that anymore so seeing him at the club was a surprise. He invited me to this party he is djing, told me that Black Mike might be there and I am really not trying to see him again. He's on that list with Dante, the I can't stand that no good nigga list that is. Hell no I aint trying to see him.
Heather's new chick is like the epitome of woman. Her AND her friends and that just ruined everything. They made me feel like the ugly duckling without even trying. I'm like wow when they first walked in. I see Koren (however you spell it), Heather's new girl and I"m like THAT'S her?? Just made me feel like a boy when I thought I was somewhat casual sexy for a warm March night. Yea, right. Got a look at them females and wanted to run and exercise the blubber off my belly and crunch until I can't crunch nomore just to be able to have a waist like the one Koren had. Flat and perfect. Couldn't help but look considering she had on a little halter top thing and I'm like, wow, Christie was not BSing me. I did not expect these girls that looked like models to come strolling in. So much for meeting a cute guy.
I don't think I'll be returning to the Cafe anytime soon if I can help it. Not my thing. Bars are not my thing nor is the club.. I didn't want to dance and I sure didn't want to drink considering I gotta get up soon. On that note, my lonely, boring self will retire to bed now.
Man I need a clue or something.