Nov 29, 2004 17:55
it seems i never update enough .. and when i do so i guess i'll do an actual ACTUAL update:
the holidays were awesome. i was able to hang out with my friends as well as steph, so that's always good. thanksgiving i wish more people would show up, i like seeing family and friends, but it only ended up being five people, but the people that counted were there so everything was awesome.
a very akward situtation has come to: the old "crew" i hung out doesn't seem very "crew" like anymore. i'm not placing blame, i just don't feel like i use to around them. it's probably cause we don't hang out as much as we did or anything like that. i'd love to rekendle it because they are all around great guys. pulled me out of a rut during the whole ex-bitch deal. they are quite awesome fellows and losing them would be something very, very horrible to me. and for those of you who don't know: that's chris r, ricky and dave.
another thing i realized is that i've changed a lot since i've been with goodbye phoenix. the way i act and handle things seem to be a tad bit different. i'd consider myself for motivated if anything now. i want to push this band to great things. i think we have the ability, with our ethics and our talent, could go somewhere. it sounds cocky, but it's true. we have our own sound, our energy is beyond anything and it's just amazing to see us live. putting that with new recordings and such, we'd be an unstoppable force.
christmas is coming and ... of course, that means KRIDMAS, 2004 !!! limited means due to funding .. but still happening. christmas eve is open to all at my house. kick a few brews back and shoot the breeze. and if you're good ... santa krid might make his way in yo' hood. possibly ... maybe.
gir is leaving for the homeland sometime in late dec. which gives the musical part of goodbye phoenix a chance to write some songs which i'm stoked about. i want to get more material out there so we have something stronger to tour on. it'll be an experience to say the least, that and trying to come up with more merch to fund our trips across california for right now.
another thing i'm stoked about is steph. she'll be living with me in 9 days. in the beginning i was paranoid because i thought i might not be able to handle it. but these six days were quite awesome. no fights, no nothing. just hanging out with the one i love. i'm sure we'd be able to make it together. i'm looking forward to it.
in a nutshell: chris j is a-ok
(that's for you assholes who just scroll down to the comments)
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