Oct 17, 2004 05:10
ok, time for an actual entry on what's been going on. i haven't been documenting my own feelings, more or less random blurbs.
having gir around is honestly the best thing that has happened for awhile. it puts more focus on the band and it gives me the chance to bond with a honest kid. i never thought way back when me and gir would be this close. it's fucking great.
i find it funny when my mom stumbles home drunk rambling about rachel. she honestly should drop the shit, i have, so should she. i haven't talked about that due to the fact i didn't want to mention it, but just the sight of my mom drunk rambling about bitch this, bitch that, bitchbitchbitch. warms my soul. that there is when you know you've got a good mother, ladies and gents.
steph and i got into an altercation earlier in the week. even thought it sucked, i feel it was for the best. things are at, once again, a huge high with me and her. i love that girl, in all honesty. for her birthday, i'm taking her to see coheed and cambria, underoath and 3 at the fillmore in SF. that should be a nice little vacation for the both of us. flashy hotel room, claudio and the boys, possibly new shirts and shit !!!
me and r bought gats. i'm syked about that cause we can roll harder than we ever rolled before. sorry about today foo, i got hella tired like you wouldn't believe. we roll tonight ... hopefully.
goodbye phoenix, i believe, has the will to make it somewhat big. with the addition of robert on guitar, it'll be awesome. just hearing shann's lead rifts against the rhythm guitar is fucking boss. i'm ready to buckle down and throwdown for this band.
insomnia is a bitch sometimes.
nothing really else to say. it's cool to look around my room and see it completely changed. this time last year, it was full of dead memories and lies. something i didn't want but seemed to force myself into. a lie basically. looking around now, i have things from my love, memories from close friends and just all around good memories. i'm glad my life is on this path. things can only get better from here.
and with these words, i bid ye farewell.