Sometimes I just want to scream...
I don't even know what to do right now. I wish I had the power to just call off the whole composer's concert. One of my pieces is going magnificently and is being performed by two people who stepped in at the last minute. The other has just become a headache that I don't even want to deal with. On top of that, I'm playing in a woodwind quartet and although I've probably put in the most practice time of all of us, I'm by far the worst performer and am dragging the group down. I just wish I had more time between now and saturday. On top of that, portfolio rough draft is due tomorrow and i might not be able to sleep tonight in order to get it done. This whole week is just becoming a blur of not sleeping or eating enough and becoming even more stressed out by the minute. I'm just mentally and physically exhausted and sick of dealing with all the bullshit that seems to be happening lately. Summer can not come fast enough.
~Josh
~Josh