I wrote Subassan fanfiction....it did not turn out the way it was suppose to...
I'm so sorry!!!! *wails*
Title: Save Tonight, Mornings are for Tears
Author: Mia or Ramsy (you can call me either)
Pairing: Subassan
Rating: PG-13 for suggestiveness
Warnings: sappy angst songfic
Disclaimer: I don’t need to own them, they pretty much do what I want them to without being told :p The song is owned by Eagle-Eye Cherry.
Summary: Yasu’s thoughts on his last night with Subaru
Author’s Note: I am so sorry for inflicted this on everyone. I meant for my first Subassan fic to be fluffy and happy and fun! Instead this came out……*cries* I don’t understand!!!!
Save Tonight, Mornings are for Tears
Go on and close the curtains
'cause all we need is candlelight
you and me ... and the bottle of wine
and hold you tonight
well we know I’m going away
and how I wish - I wish it weren't so
so take this wine and drink with me
let's delay our misery
Yasu drew the curtains closed and felt an arm curl around his shoulders, lips on the back of his neck, making the hair rise. He had known something was wrong for awhile, things just hadn’t felt right. No one had to tell him anything it was written all over everyone’s face.
NewS was getting even more popular and Kanjani8 just couldn’t keep up, Ryo was over working yet again and all his relationships were suffering. It looked like he was going to move to Tokyo permanently.
They had all known it was coming on some level ever since they’d debuted, despite the bonds between them it was as if the world couldn’t stand still for them. Everything was always getting shook up. The sensitive, beautiful, moody rockstar that Yasu loved more than anything was slipping away again. Everyday Yasu was worried it might be the last he got to spend with Subaru.
Save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow I’ll be gone
save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow I’ll be gone
Yasu turned around and pulled the body in front of him closer, leaving no breathing room. Something about tonight had desperation written all over it. When they kissed Yasu could feel it, this was it.
He had been so happy, trying to hold onto to all the precious memories, because always he knew that it wouldn’t last. Every moment he could make with Subaru was a happy one. No matter if they were fighting or unhappy or frustrated, in the end it was always happy.
He knew tonight wasn’t going to be slow and gentle, but it didn’t matter. It would be perfect, it always was.
There's a log on the fire
and it burns like me for you
tomorrow comes with one desire
to take me away
it ain't easy to say good bye
darling please - don't start to cry
'cause girl you know I’ve got to go
and Lord I wish it wasn't so
He wasn’t going to cry, he had promised himself. He’d cry later when it was all over and the sun had come up on the first day he would have to survive alone. He’d cry then, when reality hit that not only was his lover and friend was leaving but that his entire world would have to put back together. After it was announced that Kanjani8 would no longer exist, when everyone would part.
He knew they’d stay in touch, at least for a little while, he holding out and sending emoticon text messages even after he knew there would be no responses. He knew that everyone would do well. He knew that everything, eventually, would be okay. But he couldn’t shake the feeling that he’d be missing something for the rest of his life.
Save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow I’ll be gone
save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow I’ll be gone
tomorrow comes to take me away
I wish that I - that I could stay
He could feel the morning sun on his back, warm and comforting. But there was no arm draped across his waist. No feeling of another presence in the room. No shower running, no sounds of breakfast being made. He opened his eyes slightly before shutting them again. He didn’t want to face it just yet. Just a little longer he wanted to stay in this place.
His phone began to buzz and refused to stop. Sighing he opened his eyes and reached over to grab his cell phone; he opened it and up popped a text message.
Did you really think I was going to leave you behind? We have more songs to write.
Yasu smiled, his eyes crinkling up, maybe it wasn’t over just yet; and he began to cry.
But girl you know I’ve got to go
and Lord I wish weren't so
save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow I’ll be gone
tomorrow I’ll be gone
save tonight
save tonight - save tonight
I may post this elsewhere if people like it....so comment!!!!!!!!!
Title: Save Tonight, Mornings are for Tears
Author: Mia or Ramsy (you can call me either)
Pairing: Subassan
Rating: PG-13 for suggestiveness
Warnings: sappy angst songfic
Disclaimer: I don’t need to own them, they pretty much do what I want them to without being told :p The song is owned by Eagle-Eye Cherry.
Summary: Yasu’s thoughts on his last night with Subaru
Author’s Note: I am so sorry for inflicted this on everyone. I meant for my first Subassan fic to be fluffy and happy and fun! Instead this came out……*cries* I don’t understand!!!!
Save Tonight, Mornings are for Tears
Go on and close the curtains
'cause all we need is candlelight
you and me ... and the bottle of wine
and hold you tonight
well we know I’m going away
and how I wish - I wish it weren't so
so take this wine and drink with me
let's delay our misery
Yasu drew the curtains closed and felt an arm curl around his shoulders, lips on the back of his neck, making the hair rise. He had known something was wrong for awhile, things just hadn’t felt right. No one had to tell him anything it was written all over everyone’s face.
NewS was getting even more popular and Kanjani8 just couldn’t keep up, Ryo was over working yet again and all his relationships were suffering. It looked like he was going to move to Tokyo permanently.
They had all known it was coming on some level ever since they’d debuted, despite the bonds between them it was as if the world couldn’t stand still for them. Everything was always getting shook up. The sensitive, beautiful, moody rockstar that Yasu loved more than anything was slipping away again. Everyday Yasu was worried it might be the last he got to spend with Subaru.
Save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow I’ll be gone
save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow I’ll be gone
Yasu turned around and pulled the body in front of him closer, leaving no breathing room. Something about tonight had desperation written all over it. When they kissed Yasu could feel it, this was it.
He had been so happy, trying to hold onto to all the precious memories, because always he knew that it wouldn’t last. Every moment he could make with Subaru was a happy one. No matter if they were fighting or unhappy or frustrated, in the end it was always happy.
He knew tonight wasn’t going to be slow and gentle, but it didn’t matter. It would be perfect, it always was.
There's a log on the fire
and it burns like me for you
tomorrow comes with one desire
to take me away
it ain't easy to say good bye
darling please - don't start to cry
'cause girl you know I’ve got to go
and Lord I wish it wasn't so
He wasn’t going to cry, he had promised himself. He’d cry later when it was all over and the sun had come up on the first day he would have to survive alone. He’d cry then, when reality hit that not only was his lover and friend was leaving but that his entire world would have to put back together. After it was announced that Kanjani8 would no longer exist, when everyone would part.
He knew they’d stay in touch, at least for a little while, he holding out and sending emoticon text messages even after he knew there would be no responses. He knew that everyone would do well. He knew that everything, eventually, would be okay. But he couldn’t shake the feeling that he’d be missing something for the rest of his life.
Save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow I’ll be gone
save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow I’ll be gone
tomorrow comes to take me away
I wish that I - that I could stay
He could feel the morning sun on his back, warm and comforting. But there was no arm draped across his waist. No feeling of another presence in the room. No shower running, no sounds of breakfast being made. He opened his eyes slightly before shutting them again. He didn’t want to face it just yet. Just a little longer he wanted to stay in this place.
His phone began to buzz and refused to stop. Sighing he opened his eyes and reached over to grab his cell phone; he opened it and up popped a text message.
Did you really think I was going to leave you behind? We have more songs to write.
Yasu smiled, his eyes crinkling up, maybe it wasn’t over just yet; and he began to cry.
But girl you know I’ve got to go
and Lord I wish weren't so
save tonight and fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow - tomorrow I’ll be gone
tomorrow I’ll be gone
save tonight
save tonight - save tonight
I may post this elsewhere if people like it....so comment!!!!!!!!!