Huh

Jan 11, 2008 21:50

So apparently I'm on a roll tonight. I just wrote this.

Title:Signals
Pairing: Akametakodaru (Look Mina I did it!)
Rating PG (Actually no names are mentioned and I really kind of like this drabble so you can read as if it weren't KAT-TUN fanfiction too.)
Disclaimer: I don't own KAT-TUN, I do own my laptop, you can have him if you want but I warn you I named him Lucifer for a reason
AN: Um..........this may become the prologue to a much larger fic.....it scares me

It was his fingers that really did you in. Those fingers were always soft, gently, caressing your skin. They never seemed to want to stop touching you, and with one little touch they made you feel like you are safe and the most loved thing in the entire world. No matter how gruff, rude, teasing the owner of those fingers was, their touch always made up for everything.

You could always tell when he was truly happy by his smile. When he smiled sincerely and looked at you with such affection in his eyes, the entire world around you boils down to one point; and you could tell it was the same for him. His entire being was focused on you, just by that one smile. He didn’t smile like this often, but that just makes you treasure each one more.

It is when he reaches out to touch you, when he takes the initiative; because he doesn’t like to touch anyone all that much, preferring to tell you exactly what he wants. So when he reaches out his hand to clasp yours, you always squeeze back just a little extra, so he knows you don’t mind. He moves towards you, as if trying to hide inside your body, and you always let him. Just to get him away from the scary world for a little while.

It when he stops speaking, when he’s tired and he doesn’t want anyone to see. He keeps trying to smirk and posters, acting as if nothings wrong. But his silence always gives him away. He wants to get out of the limelight, into a more comfortable atmosphere, where he can stop acting stupid and just be. You let him lay his head in your lap and run your fingers threw his hair in quiet reassurance.

Sometimes he just looks at you. His eyes always give him away. You can tell when he tired, pissed off or frustrated. But the greatest thing to see is when his eyes are full of love and happiness. It will happen at the strangest moments, but something he sees in you becomes reflected back in his eyes and you think you are the best the worlds has to offer. And it makes you happy to known that you belong to him and you try to make him see just how much you believe that he is the best the world has to offer.

It’s the way his lip thin out when his angry, that let you know that the joke has gone one step to far. As much as he bears with it and jokes back, you always know when to stop or to make the others stop. Most of the time you can make it better with kisses, if kisses don’t work you let him have his time. To reassure him self that he’s still loved by you and that he still loves you and then he’ll shower you with kisses; and you always respond enthusiastically, because you love him more than you can comprehend and can’t afford to lose him over something petty.

They all know the subtle clues, the ones that matter and the ones to ignore. They do their best to ensure that each member knows their worth and that each one is loved unconditionally. Sometimes it’s hard, the world didn’t offer them a simple lifestyle or path, but most of the time they don’t mind too much. After all if life had handed them something simple they never would have met and wouldn’t have fallen in love. And that would be the most terrible thing in the world.

poetry and fiction

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