I hve alot to think about
I think I found a new job today. I would make almost 3 times what i make a year rightnow. It is in the enviromental field wich I am licensed for and somthing I know alot about. But it is in Iraq. I dont know if I could be away from my famaly for months at a time would do to me. I miss them when I am gone for a week. I don't know what it would do to me if I were gone for 3 or 6 months at a time to me. It would be for 3 years. And in the end of it it would set us up for a long time. It would also be a great record for any aplication. I would be able to get the house of our dreams. Sarah is inlove with it. I want to be able to do somthing for are family. For all of us. And arah would be so happy. I want her and kaine to be happy. I want us to be happy. It would be a change. A new home. Kind of in a way. A new life. But Iraq. it is a long way away. but plenty of famalys are doing it right now. Plenty of them are living happy loving. I have alot to think about.