Sunrise ... Sunset.
2010 is such a strange year for me. I recieved this year with much enthusiasm and optimism and to be honest, the year has so far stood for my expectations maybe cause I kept them low and mainly focused on having a change going on. but careful what you wish for guys cause you just might get it.
I have all changes; the good, the bad and the ugly now... overall, I can't deny that I am feeling so happy sometimes especially when I am writing some new chapter in my book seeing it evolve and feeling the characters inside. I never thought I loved writing so much... I started dowing it for glory and now it is so natural and I am doing it just for fun.
but how can you be happy in times of financial disasters and legal disputes... that's another matter.
The thing is, I really don't like talking about these topics and I seem to have lots of them these days except that I feel like my family is losing it. all of them seem to have surrendered to the continuous pressure. they have a point...
Whatever..." we always survive... Whenever life hits us, we hit her back saying FUCK you bitch!" I say and people reply in return that this is bad and that I am challenging god and its will but god intimidates me no more
I don't think I have the same belief of the old days... somehow in the course of these days I surrendered its heavy load and responsibilities. in a way that could be liberating but also it comes with its special kind of dangers.
I really don't give a dammo! I shall survive those years then give it another thought... after all, who has the time for beliefs when you are leading the same life style of LES MISERABLES ??
I have all changes; the good, the bad and the ugly now... overall, I can't deny that I am feeling so happy sometimes especially when I am writing some new chapter in my book seeing it evolve and feeling the characters inside. I never thought I loved writing so much... I started dowing it for glory and now it is so natural and I am doing it just for fun.
but how can you be happy in times of financial disasters and legal disputes... that's another matter.
The thing is, I really don't like talking about these topics and I seem to have lots of them these days except that I feel like my family is losing it. all of them seem to have surrendered to the continuous pressure. they have a point...
Whatever..." we always survive... Whenever life hits us, we hit her back saying FUCK you bitch!" I say and people reply in return that this is bad and that I am challenging god and its will but god intimidates me no more
I don't think I have the same belief of the old days... somehow in the course of these days I surrendered its heavy load and responsibilities. in a way that could be liberating but also it comes with its special kind of dangers.
I really don't give a dammo! I shall survive those years then give it another thought... after all, who has the time for beliefs when you are leading the same life style of LES MISERABLES ??