like the last night on earth
Erik is gone. Left on a 10:45 boat on his way back to Virginia. I miss him so much already - and I know that's really lame, but I can't help it. We spent very nearly all our time together this summer. It's going to be an awful shock to my system not to have him here and not fall asleep with him every night. It's comforting to know that he feels the same, but still. I cried so hard this morning as he drove away.
It's not like this is forever. I'll probably [hopefully] see him in october. But I don't ever want to be away from him anymore. This has gotten so bad; I'm completely spiraling out of control in love and there's no escape and I don't want to escape but I never aniticipated I'd fall so hard for somebody.
Last night we watched the sun set, and I wanted to freeze time. It was so hard to sleep knowing that soon it would be morning and goodbye. I wish this summer could have lasted forever.
Now I only have a week or so until I have to go to school, and I'm scared. I got inspired though helping Erik pack all his stuff, so I started packing today ...or at least organizing and list-making)
It's not like this is forever. I'll probably [hopefully] see him in october. But I don't ever want to be away from him anymore. This has gotten so bad; I'm completely spiraling out of control in love and there's no escape and I don't want to escape but I never aniticipated I'd fall so hard for somebody.
Last night we watched the sun set, and I wanted to freeze time. It was so hard to sleep knowing that soon it would be morning and goodbye. I wish this summer could have lasted forever.
Now I only have a week or so until I have to go to school, and I'm scared. I got inspired though helping Erik pack all his stuff, so I started packing today ...or at least organizing and list-making)