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I had some downright strange dreams last night. The kind where you're not sure what's real and what isn't when you wake up in the morning.
I'm not working or anything today, I'm just kind of here and bored. I can't decide if it's nice to have a quiet day to myself or if it's going to make me crazy. I should go to the gym and start up my lovely new membershop but that's a total of six bucks in bus fair. Maybe I'll time it so I'm finished when my mom's off work so she can drive me home. Blah blah, thinking out loud.
It was so good to jump off the bridge yesterday, even though the water was ice. I also love that I was the first one in the water both times, if not by choice at all. I can't wait til the water warms up a little so it will be easier to swim. And even better, swim at night...under the moon...
I really need to paint today, but it's been so long that I'm actually somewhat apprehensive about it. Muses are so fickle It's like, once the mood strikes you, if you don't leap right into it all the desire just leaves you (sort of sounds like a lot of things in life). Maybe I'll just doodle for a while and see where I get.
I'm not working or anything today, I'm just kind of here and bored. I can't decide if it's nice to have a quiet day to myself or if it's going to make me crazy. I should go to the gym and start up my lovely new membershop but that's a total of six bucks in bus fair. Maybe I'll time it so I'm finished when my mom's off work so she can drive me home. Blah blah, thinking out loud.
It was so good to jump off the bridge yesterday, even though the water was ice. I also love that I was the first one in the water both times, if not by choice at all. I can't wait til the water warms up a little so it will be easier to swim. And even better, swim at night...under the moon...
I really need to paint today, but it's been so long that I'm actually somewhat apprehensive about it. Muses are so fickle It's like, once the mood strikes you, if you don't leap right into it all the desire just leaves you (sort of sounds like a lot of things in life). Maybe I'll just doodle for a while and see where I get.