this ones for all you epileptics out there.

[ramonesgal]

yes, thats right. i had a seizure. not the kind where you foam from the mouth and break stuff. the kind where you move around alot and moan and piss yourself. but still. my parents thought i od'd so they called an ambulance, and the ambulance men thought i had a cardiac arrest. when they said it i laughed because it was funny because i'm too young to have a heart attack but they said there is no age so i stopped laughing. when i got to the hospital they hooked me up to all this shit and poked me with needles. it wasn't really that scary, only in the ambulance was coz i couldnt remember what had happend or what day it was or any of that and i was freaking out so i couldnt breathe (hence them thinking it was a cardiac arrest) and i thought i was like dying. but by the time i figured out what had happend, i just wanted to go home. but they made me stay over night for observation and in the childrens ward with some little boy who had an allergic reaction to some seafood and his face was swollen like a big red balloon but yeah. its all good now, i had to go in for tests yesterday like another blood one (they take so fucking much like three big test tubes full) and a urine test but i couldnt piss ( brings back memories huh..? it always happens when i'm nervous) and i have to get a catscan to make sure it's not like a brain tumour and an eeg to see if its epilepsy or just one seizure. apparently its like a 50/50 chance. but meh. i don't mind really, if its epilepsy i just take medicine to keep it from happening again. they don't know what it was from yet, i think it was because i was up too close to the tv. it only sucks coz the whole school is informed now, and everyone knows what to do if they see the emo american chick skitzing out. but it's kinda funny don't ya think? well i'm going out for ice cream now.

infinite ex's and oh's.
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