might move & me and cliff are broken up
Omg...So I might move to San Antonio or I'll stay in Yorktown. I have no idea yet which place I'll be living in...i'm hopeing to stay in Yorktown with my bestfriend, Jessica, and my other friends. So me and Cliff arn't going out anymore...It's soo horrible, i'm heart broken (a first) but i still love cliff (never loved someone b4) and it sucks soo much b/c he likes some other chick in my grade and it just hurts alot. So the reason Cliff broke up with me is because he found out that I used to smoke Marijuana (dono spell and incase I didn't spell it right I meant POT)and it's so stupid b/c he won't give me a second chance when I gave him two chances. It just doesn't seem resonable and fair to me. I used to not be able to eat for a while and i'm not getting much sleep. But I can sometimes finally eat but it doesn't bother me when i skip a meal. I thought Cliff hated me until I went to Victoria to go to Jessica's Volleyball game and I rode home with her and well what do u know Cliff was also there...he was being pretty nice, he even took a picture of me on his new cell phone which I thought was pretty weird but w/e. And so they droped my off home and then later I got a call from Jessica telling me that Cliff thinks we should still talk (but I'm pretty sure he means only as friends) and then she told me the reason why he broke up with me b/c I didn't know why he did until then. Well now it's been about idk 2 weeks maybe longer since we broke up! It sucks ass but idk. I'm definetley not going to go out with someone for a Long while b/c i'm still in love w/Cliff. But at least I can have his friendship instead of nothing at all. Idk I will get another chance with him but if I do I would want to say yes but then idk if I should b/c then it just might make me seem easy like he knows he could have me whenever he wants (you know what I mean) but I prolly would say Yes it might take would prolly take me a while to give an answer though...Lmao my mom said that if I were to ever go back to him that she would chopp off all my hair...Lmao but she said she wouldn't but she would be kinda mad at me b/c she thinks he's stupid to do such a thing. Well u know how moms are. lol. Oh and I'm getting my hair done the color of my User Picture...on July 31st i'm getting it done perfessionally (that's a first) and my bestfriend Jessica is going with me and she's getting some low lights. Yay...I can't wait!