suddenly i'm miss beehive nineteen sixty three, until i wake up and i turn back to myself
nothing in my life right now is startilingly exciting or anything but i feel overwhelmingly content with everything. its amazing how much better i feel when my room is clean and smells like patchouli and egyptian musk. i tend to paint something in watercolors every day which im not very good at but i do enjoy. school is not wonderful or anything but hopefully i can get finished with it soon, i think i am going to try to do as much work at home as i can so i can finish highschool and either take a year off and work or join Americorps. for once i am feeling good about my future and not scared and confused even though i still don't really know what i want to do as a career.
i am watching Montel and it is basically a lot of middle aged married men cutting their long long hair short even though they love it because they feel like they lose their credibility with it and i just think that is really sad that they have to give up something they love just to be taken seriously.
primordial dwarfism makes you look like a kid forever and it is probably wrong on some level to like physical disabilities? but more or less i want one of my kids to have primordial dwarfism or to adopt a child that had it that their birth parents didnt want and have always had a secret mild want to have a deaf kid. on the subject, i am pretty much positive i want to adopt a kid when i decide i want kids.
i am watching Montel and it is basically a lot of middle aged married men cutting their long long hair short even though they love it because they feel like they lose their credibility with it and i just think that is really sad that they have to give up something they love just to be taken seriously.
primordial dwarfism makes you look like a kid forever and it is probably wrong on some level to like physical disabilities? but more or less i want one of my kids to have primordial dwarfism or to adopt a child that had it that their birth parents didnt want and have always had a secret mild want to have a deaf kid. on the subject, i am pretty much positive i want to adopt a kid when i decide i want kids.