happy fuckin memorial day.
i learned how to play poker tonight. and i did pretty damn good. that was awesome.
after a short, inebriated discussion about social skills, i'm starting to wonder more seriously if i really am an asshole. i think it all comes down to whether or not you think all people are basically good or bad. i guess i kind of think people are basically bad, maybe more out of my lack of trust for human beings in general than anything else. i don't know, i mean...i think i'm a nice person, but sometimes i wonder if i'm just a jerk cause i'm easily annoyed by people or something...i'm probably just thinking about it too much.
i wish i could stop thinking about things i don't want to think about...
but anyway the resonars are making me really happy right now. i don't even care that i have to be at work in 3.5 hours...cause i only have to work for 3 hours...then will sleep. and it'll be great.
after a short, inebriated discussion about social skills, i'm starting to wonder more seriously if i really am an asshole. i think it all comes down to whether or not you think all people are basically good or bad. i guess i kind of think people are basically bad, maybe more out of my lack of trust for human beings in general than anything else. i don't know, i mean...i think i'm a nice person, but sometimes i wonder if i'm just a jerk cause i'm easily annoyed by people or something...i'm probably just thinking about it too much.
i wish i could stop thinking about things i don't want to think about...
but anyway the resonars are making me really happy right now. i don't even care that i have to be at work in 3.5 hours...cause i only have to work for 3 hours...then will sleep. and it'll be great.