never too late to start the day over...never too late to pick up the phone and call me
NEVER TOO LATE TO COME ON HOME
COME ON HOME
sooooooooooooooooooooo saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad
I suppose I could add more
shit is fucking shitty lately
I don't even know where to begin
but i'm dumb
and I have got to move move move out of here asap
or I will go crazy
with sadness
ugh.
I just want to be happy again.
I feel like maybe I am supposed to be single right now
the timing is kind of right I guess...idk
it's never right when someone else is involved
whether you want to be with someone or not it still hurts when they move on. especially with skeezies.
but there is a boy
who I like a lot
he bounces at the pbox. and is also a gym teacher
which I find adorable.
we've been harmlessly texting for a few months
and finally started hanging out outside of the box
last week we went for drinks at james bar
it was okay
it's weird to be with a guy I like and not be...with him. I guess
like we didn't kiss or touch or even flirt really we just chatted
and he gave me a hug when he dropped me off
and then...a bunch of us went to union hall last friday
and he was there...once again no flirting or anything of the sort
but somehow I woke up with him in my bed????
so weird.
I wasn't even aware he was THAT interested in me.
anyway, it was cool bc he was fully clothed
and not trying to take advantage of the drunk girl
I was pleased
and things have been interesting since...like I said he's not showing a lot of interest in me through his words but he texts me EVERYday.
i'm so confused
I don't need this right now though. I need to be living for myself right now, not looking for a new playmate.
if only I could just get my shit together
sometimes I feel like I have all the motivation in the world to do everything but seriously the second I actually start to go I hit a wall. I want to break free
bust out this womb
at least need a vacation from life and work and boys.
mexcicooo????? thailand?? whats it gonna be corina
i can't wait to see my grandma
she is the only one in my world.
love her.
i need to get off this shit.
fuck that bitch and her skankass.
pats leaving town this weeknd probably a good thing for this lil lady
beanout
COME ON HOME
sooooooooooooooooooooo saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad
I suppose I could add more
shit is fucking shitty lately
I don't even know where to begin
but i'm dumb
and I have got to move move move out of here asap
or I will go crazy
with sadness
ugh.
I just want to be happy again.
I feel like maybe I am supposed to be single right now
the timing is kind of right I guess...idk
it's never right when someone else is involved
whether you want to be with someone or not it still hurts when they move on. especially with skeezies.
but there is a boy
who I like a lot
he bounces at the pbox. and is also a gym teacher
which I find adorable.
we've been harmlessly texting for a few months
and finally started hanging out outside of the box
last week we went for drinks at james bar
it was okay
it's weird to be with a guy I like and not be...with him. I guess
like we didn't kiss or touch or even flirt really we just chatted
and he gave me a hug when he dropped me off
and then...a bunch of us went to union hall last friday
and he was there...once again no flirting or anything of the sort
but somehow I woke up with him in my bed????
so weird.
I wasn't even aware he was THAT interested in me.
anyway, it was cool bc he was fully clothed
and not trying to take advantage of the drunk girl
I was pleased
and things have been interesting since...like I said he's not showing a lot of interest in me through his words but he texts me EVERYday.
i'm so confused
I don't need this right now though. I need to be living for myself right now, not looking for a new playmate.
if only I could just get my shit together
sometimes I feel like I have all the motivation in the world to do everything but seriously the second I actually start to go I hit a wall. I want to break free
bust out this womb
at least need a vacation from life and work and boys.
mexcicooo????? thailand?? whats it gonna be corina
i can't wait to see my grandma
she is the only one in my world.
love her.
i need to get off this shit.
fuck that bitch and her skankass.
pats leaving town this weeknd probably a good thing for this lil lady
beanout