what the hell. life is crazy shit.
in the past 2 weeks i have not had one drop of REM sleep.
in the past 2 days i have not slept at all.
in the past 2 months i have felt cared for and i have been crushed.
in the past month i have learned what real priorities are.
ive transformed into someone who cares about doing well in all i do,
who knows my limit,
who has learned from my mistakes,
and who has not given up on true love even though seeing the devil himself. the true embodiment of selfishness. that i never knew existed. i didnt want to believe it did.
also,
i found out that lack of REM sleep leads to hallucinations.
and i like snow for the first time in a long while.
halleluja for tomorrow being the 12th. and me being done with this inundation of school work and hermit-like lifestyle.
the end.
p.s.
i found my dream man.
in the past 2 days i have not slept at all.
in the past 2 months i have felt cared for and i have been crushed.
in the past month i have learned what real priorities are.
ive transformed into someone who cares about doing well in all i do,
who knows my limit,
who has learned from my mistakes,
and who has not given up on true love even though seeing the devil himself. the true embodiment of selfishness. that i never knew existed. i didnt want to believe it did.
also,
i found out that lack of REM sleep leads to hallucinations.
and i like snow for the first time in a long while.
halleluja for tomorrow being the 12th. and me being done with this inundation of school work and hermit-like lifestyle.
the end.
p.s.
i found my dream man.