May 31, 2006 21:44
i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is
that i care too much
and my scars remind me that the past is real
i tear my heart open
just to feel.
--that song, brings back so many memories, of last summer. memories i thank God that i recieved. the most memorable summer i've ever had, also the best, thanks to you.
i've been thinking alot lately, since i have nothing better to do. i just sit in my room after i wake up and listen to my playlist i made for that person; thinking. i just want to start thinking "i'm sorry, but i gotta move on with my own life." i can't just let go like that, this is gone to far within me, that i can't let go at all. i've tried so many times... but i just can't.
so i'm thinking that everyone is getting annoyed with my random memory rants. sorry.
*ChAnGe Of ToPiC*
summer is pretty boring. i am now an heb employee on tezel&grissom. stephanie works at heb too now! i broke my phone. i cannot see my screen. i have to get 50 dollars to replace it. oh well. i was just watching the BUTTONZ music video by the pussy cat dolls on mun2... and i concluded that the lead singer, is hot hot hot.
lauren is leaving me for a LONG TIME. :[
im leaving for dallas on friday afternoon, to see my prima graduate. yay. i haven't been to their house for like a year. even though their family hates me. hardcore. they're just jealous. :]
texting is a new hobby of mine.
leave me some comments or something.
ChInGo ErIcO