my newest song...its done...gonna try and record it next week

[ramma_jamma]

for whatever reason
i take a pass on my sanity
just to keep you around me
and the suicide count
stands at 1
right after i kill off
my own self confidence
(chorus)its time to self medicate
so ill burn one down
to slaughter the day and all
these less than brilliant memories
of when I’m sorry was hardly
the right thing to say
i pack it up
and start the race
at least 200 miles
just to escape
this desperation that i feel
when you’re sitting there
next to me
(Chorus) its time to self medicate
so ill burn one down
to slaughter the day and all
these less than brilliant memories
of when im sorry was hardly
the right thing to say
i need to see the ocean
in a way i never have before
throw a rock into the waves
watch it fall
damn i feel so fucking small
under a sky that goes on for days
a shade of blue only God could create
(bridge) but for now its back to the cartoon dreams
of a perfection that was and now no longer seems to be