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im slowly starting to realize...
im growing up.
jeremy, his dad and i went to bay minette this weekend to watch his sister play softball...friday night the 3 of us drove down to gulf shores for dinner and went to the beach...we only stayed about 30 minutes but i feel more centered and more calm than i have in well over a year...im comfortable with the way things have become and where things seem to be going...im ok with losing some of the friends ive had lately and im ok with being alone...i have a year left in tuscaloosa and im focused on getting out...
we enter college young and immature and thats the point
the game is in getting out with a degree and using the opportunity for everything it's worth
experiences...friendships...classes
after its over they become nothing but memories
ive enjoyed my time here and soon ill be gone
and i cant fucking wait
it's time for me to move on
and for once in my life...to focus on me
ive never really done that before
im taking a step back and im realizing you cant accomplish anything unless you're just a little selfish
im tired of being chewed up and spat out
it's my turn to be the focus
so with that being said...
if you dont see me for awhile i promise im ok.
im going home this weekend and next...theres something stirring up there and i need to figure it out what to do about it...and besides...theres not really a reason for me to stay in town.
in other news....i have a really cool new hat and i may be moving in december...more to come on that when i hear back from my advisor
im growing up.
jeremy, his dad and i went to bay minette this weekend to watch his sister play softball...friday night the 3 of us drove down to gulf shores for dinner and went to the beach...we only stayed about 30 minutes but i feel more centered and more calm than i have in well over a year...im comfortable with the way things have become and where things seem to be going...im ok with losing some of the friends ive had lately and im ok with being alone...i have a year left in tuscaloosa and im focused on getting out...
we enter college young and immature and thats the point
the game is in getting out with a degree and using the opportunity for everything it's worth
experiences...friendships...classes
after its over they become nothing but memories
ive enjoyed my time here and soon ill be gone
and i cant fucking wait
it's time for me to move on
and for once in my life...to focus on me
ive never really done that before
im taking a step back and im realizing you cant accomplish anything unless you're just a little selfish
im tired of being chewed up and spat out
it's my turn to be the focus
so with that being said...
if you dont see me for awhile i promise im ok.
im going home this weekend and next...theres something stirring up there and i need to figure it out what to do about it...and besides...theres not really a reason for me to stay in town.
in other news....i have a really cool new hat and i may be moving in december...more to come on that when i hear back from my advisor