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i
am
an
asshole
and
im
sorry
in other news...
i have a new obsession...
his name is mat kearney
download everything you can find by him ESPECIALLY nothing left to lose...
xmas break is over...i give family time a 9...yeah thats right you heard me...A 9
no drama with my folks other than my dad and the car...other than that it was perfect..
so perfect i stayed an extra 3 days
who would ever think...
zach and i had our usual awesome conversations...i cant discuss how glad i am he and todd and i are so close now...i looked up to them so much when i was younger and its so fucking cool to now be able to think of them like brothers....again...2 thumbs way up for family time
i came out to my friend monika...she said she wasnt surprised and could give a fuck...hooray
wish i could say the same about 3 of my former teammates...i didnt come out to them but i invited them to a bar in midtown called dish...when they found out gay people went there they shot me down and we havent spoken since...oh well...fuck them if they dont love me for who i am...they'll be married popping out kids in about 3 years and miserable in about 5...hope they enjoy it
i leave tomorrow afternoon for atlanta...anna and i are going to see widespread panic for new years and i couldnt be more pumped...and next weekend...audrey and i are going to new orleans...i wish i could find the words to say how much she means to me and how in love with her i am...when i take a step back and look at it...im in awe...i didnt know it was possible to love someone this much
It's undeniable how brilliant you are
In an unreliable world you shine like a star
It's unforgettable now that we've come this far
It's unmistakable that you're undeniable
February 5th, Friday morning, purple dawn
Broke a yawn, as a I stepped through the fog, like I stepped to a song
A moment like a poem, you wish you could hold it
I shut my eyes like it's frozen, it's gone when I open
It slipped passed the clouds right there where it lingered
Like your band and a girl could slip through your fingers
My feet hit the ground like a beat for the lonely
ON a path beaten down by the crowds in the morning
If only I could touch past the phony
If only they were there now to hold me
As the questions keep droning
You're the only one who stuck it out last night
The only other one who caught the other line
You're the only one when this world collides
The one that I can't deny
It's undeniable how brilliant you are
In an unreliable world you shine like a star
It's unforgettable now that we've come this far
It's unmistakable that you're undeniable
-mat kearney
am
an
asshole
and
im
sorry
in other news...
i have a new obsession...
his name is mat kearney
download everything you can find by him ESPECIALLY nothing left to lose...
xmas break is over...i give family time a 9...yeah thats right you heard me...A 9
no drama with my folks other than my dad and the car...other than that it was perfect..
so perfect i stayed an extra 3 days
who would ever think...
zach and i had our usual awesome conversations...i cant discuss how glad i am he and todd and i are so close now...i looked up to them so much when i was younger and its so fucking cool to now be able to think of them like brothers....again...2 thumbs way up for family time
i came out to my friend monika...she said she wasnt surprised and could give a fuck...hooray
wish i could say the same about 3 of my former teammates...i didnt come out to them but i invited them to a bar in midtown called dish...when they found out gay people went there they shot me down and we havent spoken since...oh well...fuck them if they dont love me for who i am...they'll be married popping out kids in about 3 years and miserable in about 5...hope they enjoy it
i leave tomorrow afternoon for atlanta...anna and i are going to see widespread panic for new years and i couldnt be more pumped...and next weekend...audrey and i are going to new orleans...i wish i could find the words to say how much she means to me and how in love with her i am...when i take a step back and look at it...im in awe...i didnt know it was possible to love someone this much
It's undeniable how brilliant you are
In an unreliable world you shine like a star
It's unforgettable now that we've come this far
It's unmistakable that you're undeniable
February 5th, Friday morning, purple dawn
Broke a yawn, as a I stepped through the fog, like I stepped to a song
A moment like a poem, you wish you could hold it
I shut my eyes like it's frozen, it's gone when I open
It slipped passed the clouds right there where it lingered
Like your band and a girl could slip through your fingers
My feet hit the ground like a beat for the lonely
ON a path beaten down by the crowds in the morning
If only I could touch past the phony
If only they were there now to hold me
As the questions keep droning
You're the only one who stuck it out last night
The only other one who caught the other line
You're the only one when this world collides
The one that I can't deny
It's undeniable how brilliant you are
In an unreliable world you shine like a star
It's unforgettable now that we've come this far
It's unmistakable that you're undeniable
-mat kearney