Oct 29, 2008 02:32
lately it's been occurring to me to do things taht are commonly viewed as "good" or "moral". i almost feel like i'm pretending, or going through the motions, when i think about/do these things.
i think maybe its that im done feeling special. thinking about nihilism and feeling too-good-for-moral-thigs really made me feel very fucking special. bleh.
i wonder why i've been so resentful of my family lately. i really should keep taht in check.