Sep 27, 2008 23:28
i miss her.
the things i do are so confusing and frustrating. i wish i hadnt had this lapse at the end of the summer. i have no idea what ive been doing for the past month.
i feel like a little kid. i want to sleep in a ball and not clean my room and not have to interact with other people.
we'll know in a few days if this is because of the weed or actually caused by things in my life.
i got really stoned last night. mike joyce and i helped each other out of the party. if he had facebook i'd thank him.
like everything, missing her comes in waves. i felt really close to her this last week. i thought about her differently than i have before.