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i think that im more okay with everything after gay science and genealogy. like, i think everything feels more peaceful now.
i dont want to read more nietzsche. it'll probably fuck everything up.
i feel like i spend about half of my life in 8-month periods of living in a Brand New Universe. like, i find new philosophical problems and have ideas and work through them and everything is changing. i feel like im starting one.
when i have it all worked out (to whatever extent i can work it out), i start to understand the whole thing holistically. i put everything together and it feels lame and trivial. but anyway, im starting. it's cool.
i feel really good. comparing this saturday to any saturday i've spent in housing, i feel like a weight is gone. i excpect it to be really hard to move. i expect to have no energy and not be able to think clearly about the things to be done during the day. i expect to just sit around wasting time until its really late and i have to waste more time.
even though all i make is rice and eggs,
i really like cooking for myself.
i dont want to read more nietzsche. it'll probably fuck everything up.
i feel like i spend about half of my life in 8-month periods of living in a Brand New Universe. like, i find new philosophical problems and have ideas and work through them and everything is changing. i feel like im starting one.
when i have it all worked out (to whatever extent i can work it out), i start to understand the whole thing holistically. i put everything together and it feels lame and trivial. but anyway, im starting. it's cool.
i feel really good. comparing this saturday to any saturday i've spent in housing, i feel like a weight is gone. i excpect it to be really hard to move. i expect to have no energy and not be able to think clearly about the things to be done during the day. i expect to just sit around wasting time until its really late and i have to waste more time.
even though all i make is rice and eggs,
i really like cooking for myself.