UGH

[ramen_yo_ramen]

I dont know...is this what I get for not relying on God? I know I need to go back to Him but its so difficult...

Why did I ever give into my flesh?
Why why why why why
fjdsl'kaf;jdsl;fka
uuuuuuuuugggggggggh
I wouldnt be in this situation if I would have just kept my focus on God.

Im so dissappointed in myself.