Life................I wonder will it take me under......
so life lately has been so routine it's making me sick. I work, go home and read. Go to sleep and then I work. everyday all day. I haven't done shit this summer except this past Friday when I went out with the girls clubbing. I haven't been clubbing in like 2 years. I had a ball. Girls hanging out, dress to kill and not paying for any drinks. That's a life. That's a night to remember. I miss those days. Carefree and no worries. Just talking to all the guys and dancing your ass off until your feet hurt and it's time to make it home before the sun comes out. Loved Friday. Hanging out with girls I have known growing up and doing the hell I want to do and not hearing any bullshit about you have a man don't do that. Cursing our husbands and boyfriends out while sipping on drinks that get stronger and stronger. Looking around the room for the sexy guy with the nice smile and lips and winking at him. Just for a minute you flirt forgetting that you decided you wanted to be a one man woman. Hearing the songs that you feel in your heart so loud cause at that moment those lyrics are telling your life story. And guess what you have 4 other females singing along with you.......cause.......they know what you are talking about. They feel you too. Man clubbing with your girls make you forget that your job sucks sometimes.....the kids need school clothes....that that man you married don't help you with shit. You mom didn't want to babysit. You can only do this one night cause you are broke from paying bills.
You see that you still look good to someone else. That the song last night from P Diddy is even hotter that hearing it on T.V. That they have a new drinks everyone is drinking. That you can still kick it to 5 am. That you still have your moves and look good doing it. I had a ball.
You see that you still look good to someone else. That the song last night from P Diddy is even hotter that hearing it on T.V. That they have a new drinks everyone is drinking. That you can still kick it to 5 am. That you still have your moves and look good doing it. I had a ball.