i don't even know what to say about this
Click to viewthat aside (yes, i had to share it...) whooo boy. stupid hormones. i've been an emotional wreck lately...yesterday i was in a very prickly mood, and the day before my manager managed to make me cry over something stupid. i got soo soo mad yesterday when we were playing review jepardy for bio, and we were all lined up in rows, and when it got to our turn, the girl who was across from me and i would get a question, and whoever stood up first would get to answer. and i kept knowing them, and knowing them quickly, but she would always stand up first apparently...so i never got to answer. and i got really really upset over that. and i got gas, and my tank is on the right side of the car. i had My side window down, and what does the attendent do? (rude bastard, don't think he said two words to me. not even a have a nice day or anything) KNOCKS on my fucking passagner window like "why are you holding me up? what is wrong with you? roll your window down!" so i unhook my seat belt and reach way over (it's not a small car, and i don't have long arms) and roll down my manual windows. see if i ever go there again.
and onto me overreacting and getting upset over nothing...at work, i happened to leave the stand and went to fill up my water bottle. i get back to the front, and go to put it in the podium. so i was behind it. and as i was doing so, a table walked out. and i didn't get the door for them. and that's like, rule number uno. is to get the door for everyone. and my manager radios up to me on the walkie talkie "on the door, not the podium". and he has this half joking/half serious way about him. and you can't really tell the two apart. he sounded dead serious to me. and it pissed me off, because i'm not one of these annoying lazy girls that seriously stand behind the podium all night long, and don't even bat an eyelash when the door opens. i do my job. so i radio back to him that i was just putting my water bottle away (and we keep the walkie talkie at the stand, so now i'm still where i was) and someone else walks out right after i was trying to explain to him what happened. and he goes "there goes another one". which really set me off. my response (a little loud and shakily, i'll bet) "cause i was talking to you!"
and i remember later i was a bit short with him. he came by up front and said something Obviously jokingly. but i looked right at him and told him not to start with me.
and i upset myself this morning. i was suppose to help jason get up in time for him to grab breakfast before he had work. and i didn't. and he's been irritable and moody lately too, but it was always directed or caused by something or someone else. and when he was getting his stuff i noticed he didn't look happy and i asked him if everything was alright and he told me what time it was and i knew that i had caused the bad mood this morning. and that hurt. alot.
other then that, the tree out back decided it was spring. and decided to inform the world of that. two days ago, not a flower in sight. yesterday...KAPOW! explosion of pink blossoms, full bloom. it's very pretty. i think i'm going to get a few pictures if i can.
that is all. i have my final next week, and then i'm done. DONE!!!!!!!!!!!! weeee.