this was started on Tuesday...i never got around to posting it.
so, apparently, i like to have excuses to return to places. by leaving things there. found my work shoes at jason's house yesterday, and promptly left a hoodie in it's place.
i made the mistake of getting up at 7:40am to pee this morning. mom hadn't left for work yet, but she was about to, so she was all coffeed up and ready to go and awake. and talked to me long enough for me to become coherent and get waaaay past the point where i could have crawled back in bed. so now i already have my jeans hanging out to dry, and a load of darks in the wash. i feel so productive. later, i am taking a trip to kohl's. they are having their blowout clearance sale, and i have a gift certificate and something to return. i'm going to try to find a nice winter coat. if i can't, then i might just hold onto the gift card and get some nice spring and summer stuff. maybe a new bathing suit. i adore mine, but the top is really super faded. shoppping ooooooo yay!
sunday we had the family birthday party for me. which was fun. had lots of good food, including this cinnabon ice cream roll from carvel. cinnamin ice cream, little bit of carmel inside, and vanilla crunchies on the outside. it disapeered sooo quickly. and my mom makes me laugh so hard sometimes. i love her though. my aunt brough parrot bay wine coolers. of which i had one. and mom told me after i had started drinking it that she would drive me to work if i needed it. as if i was going to get drunk off of ONE. and i was eating like a piggie, and it was all bread and starchy stuff. i know it's just cause she worries. and she really doesn't drink. i also found out that it's nice to have my uncles and cousin's around. cause i can misbehave and she'll Imediatly think that they did it. explaination: our lagoon is frozen solid. so they were having pinecone throwing contests. but that got boring really quickly. so there is this ugly little rubber faded turtle that has been sitting by the dock since we moved there. on the suggestion of my uncle, i skipped it. didn't get very far...
honestly, it's very small and i was suprised mom even noticed it. but she did, and went right to my uncle. i don't think she believed him when he said he didn't do it either. i gave it away when i started to laugh histerically. my aunt joanie is so cute. in her card, she gave me a check for 21 dollars. i have to make a few calls, maybe today or tomorrow and thank people for comming and for their gifts.
i'm really excited for tomorrow. we took our first test in biology last week, and i'll be able to see what i got om it when i have it tomorrow. i think i did pretty good. but you know what they say, you think you did good, and you end up with a shitty grade. i hope that's not how it turns out.
speaking of that class, i had to laugh last week. he goes pretty fast, and there's normally one or two slides that i don't quite get all of. last week, though, i probably missed three slides. completely. not only did my one pen run out of ink, but the Other pen that i had on me decided to run out of ink too. so i just sat and absorbed as best i could.
pens seem to want to go dry on me lately. the same thing happened at work yesterday. it was really really busy. and there were only two of us on. but there were two big parties, so there should be a nice amount of tips for us. so am i complaining, not really. i also got hit on at work yesterday. which is always very flattering, but i was standing there at about 10:40. there are maybe four tables in the resturant, two servers on the door, and me, who was only suppose to work until 10, but they didn't schedule a closer. and last in, last out. and i really didn't have a reason to go "mmmm, sorry, can't stay". so what am i doing to keep myself occupied? ipod (which goes with me pratically Everywhere. i love it. how did i get by without one?), and one of the coloring books that we have for the kids. and one of the guys who was in the bar with his friends is going out for a smoke, smiled at me on the way past, and then stopped, and stepped back when he realised that i was coloring. he started laughing, and i told him that i was stuck here til 12 and needed something to do. then he told me that i was doing a good job coloring, and that i should rip it out and he would put it on his fridge at home. XD and i should put my number on it. he was cute. but i managed to get out of there before i had to shoot him down. i always feel really bad telling them that i have a boyfriend. i'm not sure why. maybe because i don't get hit on all that often? anyway, it was funny.
i also apparently cut myself at work last night, and didn't know.
Realtime comment: i hope it's not a super bad thing to have washed your darks in cold water. cause i forgot to switch it back to warm/cool after doing my jeans. i just put them for another go around on the warm/cool setting. hopefully that offsets any damage/shrinkages that's gone on.
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Now, the entry since then. it was at that point right before that line that i decided to go pee, and scared the shit out of myself. i didn't realize my boyfriend was awake and standing in my kitchen. i screamed. and then got...distracted...errr.... 0-:D
jason was reading this entry above and was really bothered by the fact that i was mentioning the guy hitting on me at work. mostly, that it had happened the night before and that i was still thinking about it. which is funny, considering I have no problem with him pointing out cute or hot girls. it just doesn't bother me for some reason. but i felt bad about him getting upset. i was really only recalling it for the journal because i don't get hit on very often, and it was something semi interesting in my rather boring life and journal.
got the biology test back. didn't do as well as i had hoped, but didn't bomb it either. a good solid C. so i can definatly build on that. and with a little bit of effort, it shouldn't be that hard to do better.
my math class is driving me crazy. i hate going. i read for half the period. when even I can get to the answer and she's still explaining for 15 minutes what to do, there's a problem.
got some nice stuff at kohl's, though i never did make it there that day.
i'm mad at my manager. i requested off on the 5th because there's a concert i want to go to, and guess who's working? i'm going to see if i really did remember to request off, and if so, i'm NOT comming in. i'll try to find someone, but if not, sorry friday's. asking for one day besides weds (when i can't work, because of school) is NOT unreasonable. and they gave me off last monday for my birthday, so what's the difference between this monday and last monday? damned if i know. ggggggrrrrrrr.
speaking of work, i really really can't believe the rudeness and stupidness of my last boyfriend. justin. he just continues to amaze me. he came in with his mom friday night at work. and attempted to give me a kiss on the cheek. i pulled away, i'm sure i shot him a dirty look, and told brie i was going to check the bathrooms. courtney had a death grip on the podium to keep herself from punching him in the face. I was ready to smack him. WHO does that?!? he Knows i have a boyfriend. you just don't do that... he thinks he can just rip my heart out, stomp it into the ground, and spit on it for good measure and that i'll just be all over him and everything will be hunky dory...well, it's not. he doesn't know where to draw the line. he always goes too far. he needs to realize that there are certain things he can't do with me anymore. and kissing me, even on the cheek, is one of them. and that's by his choice, not mine, so he has to learn to deal with that. i can be civil to him, i might as well, considering he comes into my work with regularity, but that's as far as it goes. i am glad that he made me realize that i Do deserve better then what he could give me. and i found it. =D
preordered my copy of harry potter and the deathly hallows. can't wait! also found out that i haven't been over to the marketfair in a LOOOOOOOOOOOONG time. as in, i kept missing the turn off or getting on the wrong way (missed the turn off into the marketfair, then when i was leaving, got on rt 1 north instead of south). and...then when i was on rt south, i got off the wrong way onto quakerbridge too. and had to turn around in the best buy parking lot. XD
it was fairly ridiculous.
i went up to hamilton today to go to trenton titans game with my dad, and pat and paige. tons of fun. though the titans didn't score a single goal. and i played DDR with the kids, which i haven't done in forever. i'm beat now, but we had a good time.
ummmm, i think that's about it.
if i think of anything else exciting, i'll let you know.
oh, more work stuff. i'm upset at some of hostesses. and their big mouths and gosipping ways. and no matter where i go, i know there'll be stupid stuff like it. but apparently brie started talking about me, and courtney stopped her because she told brie that i was one of her best friends, and to not talk about me in front of her. so she stopped, but not before she had said that i can't handle the list. which is BULLSHIT. she thinks she's hot shit, and she's still new compared to me. i learned how to do the list because I HAD to. because it was summer and there were two hostesses on, and it was raining and all of sudden we got slammed.
it's all about the people you have on with you, who you are working with. i have half a mind to say something to her. i try to let that stuff go, not let it bother me, because i don't think all the drama that follows that sort of thing is worth it. it's childish and stupid. but it bothers me. bbbbbbbbbbbbbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHHHHHH.
okay, that's it.
i'm actually going to gym tomorrow. wish me luck.
when i went last time and actually did stuff, i was pleasently suprised afterwards, i expected to be tired the rest of the day, but i felt good instead.
why didn't i feel any better getting the list stuff off my chest? fuuuck. normally i do.
-_-
<3
~Kara~
i made the mistake of getting up at 7:40am to pee this morning. mom hadn't left for work yet, but she was about to, so she was all coffeed up and ready to go and awake. and talked to me long enough for me to become coherent and get waaaay past the point where i could have crawled back in bed. so now i already have my jeans hanging out to dry, and a load of darks in the wash. i feel so productive. later, i am taking a trip to kohl's. they are having their blowout clearance sale, and i have a gift certificate and something to return. i'm going to try to find a nice winter coat. if i can't, then i might just hold onto the gift card and get some nice spring and summer stuff. maybe a new bathing suit. i adore mine, but the top is really super faded. shoppping ooooooo yay!
sunday we had the family birthday party for me. which was fun. had lots of good food, including this cinnabon ice cream roll from carvel. cinnamin ice cream, little bit of carmel inside, and vanilla crunchies on the outside. it disapeered sooo quickly. and my mom makes me laugh so hard sometimes. i love her though. my aunt brough parrot bay wine coolers. of which i had one. and mom told me after i had started drinking it that she would drive me to work if i needed it. as if i was going to get drunk off of ONE. and i was eating like a piggie, and it was all bread and starchy stuff. i know it's just cause she worries. and she really doesn't drink. i also found out that it's nice to have my uncles and cousin's around. cause i can misbehave and she'll Imediatly think that they did it. explaination: our lagoon is frozen solid. so they were having pinecone throwing contests. but that got boring really quickly. so there is this ugly little rubber faded turtle that has been sitting by the dock since we moved there. on the suggestion of my uncle, i skipped it. didn't get very far...
honestly, it's very small and i was suprised mom even noticed it. but she did, and went right to my uncle. i don't think she believed him when he said he didn't do it either. i gave it away when i started to laugh histerically. my aunt joanie is so cute. in her card, she gave me a check for 21 dollars. i have to make a few calls, maybe today or tomorrow and thank people for comming and for their gifts.
i'm really excited for tomorrow. we took our first test in biology last week, and i'll be able to see what i got om it when i have it tomorrow. i think i did pretty good. but you know what they say, you think you did good, and you end up with a shitty grade. i hope that's not how it turns out.
speaking of that class, i had to laugh last week. he goes pretty fast, and there's normally one or two slides that i don't quite get all of. last week, though, i probably missed three slides. completely. not only did my one pen run out of ink, but the Other pen that i had on me decided to run out of ink too. so i just sat and absorbed as best i could.
pens seem to want to go dry on me lately. the same thing happened at work yesterday. it was really really busy. and there were only two of us on. but there were two big parties, so there should be a nice amount of tips for us. so am i complaining, not really. i also got hit on at work yesterday. which is always very flattering, but i was standing there at about 10:40. there are maybe four tables in the resturant, two servers on the door, and me, who was only suppose to work until 10, but they didn't schedule a closer. and last in, last out. and i really didn't have a reason to go "mmmm, sorry, can't stay". so what am i doing to keep myself occupied? ipod (which goes with me pratically Everywhere. i love it. how did i get by without one?), and one of the coloring books that we have for the kids. and one of the guys who was in the bar with his friends is going out for a smoke, smiled at me on the way past, and then stopped, and stepped back when he realised that i was coloring. he started laughing, and i told him that i was stuck here til 12 and needed something to do. then he told me that i was doing a good job coloring, and that i should rip it out and he would put it on his fridge at home. XD and i should put my number on it. he was cute. but i managed to get out of there before i had to shoot him down. i always feel really bad telling them that i have a boyfriend. i'm not sure why. maybe because i don't get hit on all that often? anyway, it was funny.
i also apparently cut myself at work last night, and didn't know.
Realtime comment: i hope it's not a super bad thing to have washed your darks in cold water. cause i forgot to switch it back to warm/cool after doing my jeans. i just put them for another go around on the warm/cool setting. hopefully that offsets any damage/shrinkages that's gone on.
___________________________________________________________________________________
Now, the entry since then. it was at that point right before that line that i decided to go pee, and scared the shit out of myself. i didn't realize my boyfriend was awake and standing in my kitchen. i screamed. and then got...distracted...errr.... 0-:D
jason was reading this entry above and was really bothered by the fact that i was mentioning the guy hitting on me at work. mostly, that it had happened the night before and that i was still thinking about it. which is funny, considering I have no problem with him pointing out cute or hot girls. it just doesn't bother me for some reason. but i felt bad about him getting upset. i was really only recalling it for the journal because i don't get hit on very often, and it was something semi interesting in my rather boring life and journal.
got the biology test back. didn't do as well as i had hoped, but didn't bomb it either. a good solid C. so i can definatly build on that. and with a little bit of effort, it shouldn't be that hard to do better.
my math class is driving me crazy. i hate going. i read for half the period. when even I can get to the answer and she's still explaining for 15 minutes what to do, there's a problem.
got some nice stuff at kohl's, though i never did make it there that day.
i'm mad at my manager. i requested off on the 5th because there's a concert i want to go to, and guess who's working? i'm going to see if i really did remember to request off, and if so, i'm NOT comming in. i'll try to find someone, but if not, sorry friday's. asking for one day besides weds (when i can't work, because of school) is NOT unreasonable. and they gave me off last monday for my birthday, so what's the difference between this monday and last monday? damned if i know. ggggggrrrrrrr.
speaking of work, i really really can't believe the rudeness and stupidness of my last boyfriend. justin. he just continues to amaze me. he came in with his mom friday night at work. and attempted to give me a kiss on the cheek. i pulled away, i'm sure i shot him a dirty look, and told brie i was going to check the bathrooms. courtney had a death grip on the podium to keep herself from punching him in the face. I was ready to smack him. WHO does that?!? he Knows i have a boyfriend. you just don't do that... he thinks he can just rip my heart out, stomp it into the ground, and spit on it for good measure and that i'll just be all over him and everything will be hunky dory...well, it's not. he doesn't know where to draw the line. he always goes too far. he needs to realize that there are certain things he can't do with me anymore. and kissing me, even on the cheek, is one of them. and that's by his choice, not mine, so he has to learn to deal with that. i can be civil to him, i might as well, considering he comes into my work with regularity, but that's as far as it goes. i am glad that he made me realize that i Do deserve better then what he could give me. and i found it. =D
preordered my copy of harry potter and the deathly hallows. can't wait! also found out that i haven't been over to the marketfair in a LOOOOOOOOOOOONG time. as in, i kept missing the turn off or getting on the wrong way (missed the turn off into the marketfair, then when i was leaving, got on rt 1 north instead of south). and...then when i was on rt south, i got off the wrong way onto quakerbridge too. and had to turn around in the best buy parking lot. XD
it was fairly ridiculous.
i went up to hamilton today to go to trenton titans game with my dad, and pat and paige. tons of fun. though the titans didn't score a single goal. and i played DDR with the kids, which i haven't done in forever. i'm beat now, but we had a good time.
ummmm, i think that's about it.
if i think of anything else exciting, i'll let you know.
oh, more work stuff. i'm upset at some of hostesses. and their big mouths and gosipping ways. and no matter where i go, i know there'll be stupid stuff like it. but apparently brie started talking about me, and courtney stopped her because she told brie that i was one of her best friends, and to not talk about me in front of her. so she stopped, but not before she had said that i can't handle the list. which is BULLSHIT. she thinks she's hot shit, and she's still new compared to me. i learned how to do the list because I HAD to. because it was summer and there were two hostesses on, and it was raining and all of sudden we got slammed.
it's all about the people you have on with you, who you are working with. i have half a mind to say something to her. i try to let that stuff go, not let it bother me, because i don't think all the drama that follows that sort of thing is worth it. it's childish and stupid. but it bothers me. bbbbbbbbbbbbbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHHHHHH.
okay, that's it.
i'm actually going to gym tomorrow. wish me luck.
when i went last time and actually did stuff, i was pleasently suprised afterwards, i expected to be tired the rest of the day, but i felt good instead.
why didn't i feel any better getting the list stuff off my chest? fuuuck. normally i do.
-_-
<3
~Kara~