could we start again please?
fuck.
when does this hurting stop?
when do i stop missing him so much. i wish i would stop.
it's because i took off my santa hat, i know it. i was fine until i did that. because it's impossible to be unhappy or in a bad mood with my santa hat on. it's a springy one. it's fun. i wore it at work today.
and asked one of the servers after she was laughing about something if she really laughed like that. she has a funny laugh, okay? like, sort of fake sounding. so i wasn't sure if that was her real laugh.
mom and i entertained ourselves by playing ball with the cat today.
and we tried to get vault (energy/soday drink thing) for free from the grocery store, but they didn't have free cases, but the cashier gave me one of her cookies.
the other day we were in the store, and mom pays, and the cashier asks if we want a free 6pack of vault, or a free case of it. and there's just this huge stack of them at the end of the aisle. we got a 6 pack, because i didn't know if i liked it, and it would be a waste to get a whole case if i didn't like it, and turns out i Do like it, and now they don't have free ones left, and i'm poor. heh. so that was mildly disapointing.
our manager was grumpy and on edge today. made me not want to deal with her at all. when she's in a good mood, she's fine. but when she's in a bad mood, she has a way of dealing with you that makes you feel like an idiot. or just gets you in a bad mood too.
i hope that next year is better then this one. all in all, it's been a pretty sucky year. a pretty boring one. hope the ending is a bit better then the way it's been going.
oh, and my last year's resolution for losing weight? big fat X through that. failed. same weight as last year.
i think i might have to put the santa hat on. i'm getting in a funk again.
<3
~Kara~
when does this hurting stop?
when do i stop missing him so much. i wish i would stop.
it's because i took off my santa hat, i know it. i was fine until i did that. because it's impossible to be unhappy or in a bad mood with my santa hat on. it's a springy one. it's fun. i wore it at work today.
and asked one of the servers after she was laughing about something if she really laughed like that. she has a funny laugh, okay? like, sort of fake sounding. so i wasn't sure if that was her real laugh.
mom and i entertained ourselves by playing ball with the cat today.
and we tried to get vault (energy/soday drink thing) for free from the grocery store, but they didn't have free cases, but the cashier gave me one of her cookies.
the other day we were in the store, and mom pays, and the cashier asks if we want a free 6pack of vault, or a free case of it. and there's just this huge stack of them at the end of the aisle. we got a 6 pack, because i didn't know if i liked it, and it would be a waste to get a whole case if i didn't like it, and turns out i Do like it, and now they don't have free ones left, and i'm poor. heh. so that was mildly disapointing.
our manager was grumpy and on edge today. made me not want to deal with her at all. when she's in a good mood, she's fine. but when she's in a bad mood, she has a way of dealing with you that makes you feel like an idiot. or just gets you in a bad mood too.
i hope that next year is better then this one. all in all, it's been a pretty sucky year. a pretty boring one. hope the ending is a bit better then the way it's been going.
oh, and my last year's resolution for losing weight? big fat X through that. failed. same weight as last year.
i think i might have to put the santa hat on. i'm getting in a funk again.
<3
~Kara~