we were strangers on a crazy adventure/ never dreaming what we'd have to go through
so, i like how on my previous entries it said that i posted them at 2 and 3 in the afternoon. how i managed to go forward in time and do so, when at work and nowhere near a computer (well, not one that I'm allowed on)...but it kept telling me to check my computer clock. hopefully, it fixed itself with this one. damn daylight savings time...messing with my livejournal ::shakes fist:: now...it's personal!
XD
forgot to mention that mom and i carved our pumpkins last night. i didn't think of it when i bought the sucker, but if you have a 30 pound pumpkin, there will be alot of room for carving...but also alot of gloop to scoop out. and of course, i took a shower right before the carving. because i am brillant. i also had on my bathrobe, which i had just washed. even though mom covered the whole table in newspaper, i still manged to end up with the carved chunks on the floor, mostly. the carpeted floor too. heh. it was alot of fun though. mine is creepy, with HUGGGE eyes. and a harry potter scar. because i felt like giving my pumpkin one. mom has them in the flowerboxes by the driveway tonight. they look super cool.
so i have to remember, the next time i feel sad or upset, to put on my pirate costume and run around. instant happiness, i'll tell ya. i had alot of fun at work, being a pirate. though, i did have the one guy coming out from the bar ask "what are you suppose to be, the st. paul's girl? where's the beer?" (then he must have spotted the Sword) "ooooh, you're a pirate"
XD i had two guys scare me on purpose, by shouting boo behind me or grabbing the sword when i was staring off into la-la land and not paying any attention whatsoever. i lost track of the amount of people who told me "arrrrgh" "Yarrrr" at some point. a few observant people noticed that i had a picture of a chicken proped up like it was standing on my sword, and the fact that it had a sign that said "polly the parrot". (i'm not a very good pirate, okay? i couldn't get a Real parrot...) and they thought the joke was quite good. ryan said that out of the people who dressed up today, they are going to pick the best costume, and that person will win a new digital camera. i hope it's me. i think it should be me. XD
it probably won't though.
so my boyfriend finally texted me back, saying that he should be home by thanksgiving. he did mention the last time he was home about taking a three week run in october. so i think this is the start of this. but in my text i told him i loved him and missed him. and he didn't say it back. worrying needlessly, here i come! but it does bother me. we haven't really talked since...i don't know when. it's just so lonely sometimes, and i'm sure it's even worse for him. but what made this work so well during the whole time he was away training for 8 weeks was that we talked. i don't even care if he has anything to say. i'd sit on the phone with him in silence. even that would be better then this.
i think tomorrow i'm going to call his cousin, just to see if justin is just doing this whole quiet thing with everyone or just with me. if it's Everyone, then i won't feel quite so bad. and if he has been talking with him alot, well, i'll take it from there.
i'm beat. and i have a headache.
and my pirate boots were Definatly not meant to be stood in for 8 hours+
oh! my lost scarf, that i adored and was sooo nice and warm and comfy? it's been found!
yay!
=)
<3
~Kara~
and part of me wonders if it's worth it, this whole boyfriend thing. if i'm not happy right now (and i'm not), what is the point? seriously. i'd rather be single and happy then taken and miserable.
XD
forgot to mention that mom and i carved our pumpkins last night. i didn't think of it when i bought the sucker, but if you have a 30 pound pumpkin, there will be alot of room for carving...but also alot of gloop to scoop out. and of course, i took a shower right before the carving. because i am brillant. i also had on my bathrobe, which i had just washed. even though mom covered the whole table in newspaper, i still manged to end up with the carved chunks on the floor, mostly. the carpeted floor too. heh. it was alot of fun though. mine is creepy, with HUGGGE eyes. and a harry potter scar. because i felt like giving my pumpkin one. mom has them in the flowerboxes by the driveway tonight. they look super cool.
so i have to remember, the next time i feel sad or upset, to put on my pirate costume and run around. instant happiness, i'll tell ya. i had alot of fun at work, being a pirate. though, i did have the one guy coming out from the bar ask "what are you suppose to be, the st. paul's girl? where's the beer?" (then he must have spotted the Sword) "ooooh, you're a pirate"
XD i had two guys scare me on purpose, by shouting boo behind me or grabbing the sword when i was staring off into la-la land and not paying any attention whatsoever. i lost track of the amount of people who told me "arrrrgh" "Yarrrr" at some point. a few observant people noticed that i had a picture of a chicken proped up like it was standing on my sword, and the fact that it had a sign that said "polly the parrot". (i'm not a very good pirate, okay? i couldn't get a Real parrot...) and they thought the joke was quite good. ryan said that out of the people who dressed up today, they are going to pick the best costume, and that person will win a new digital camera. i hope it's me. i think it should be me. XD
it probably won't though.
so my boyfriend finally texted me back, saying that he should be home by thanksgiving. he did mention the last time he was home about taking a three week run in october. so i think this is the start of this. but in my text i told him i loved him and missed him. and he didn't say it back. worrying needlessly, here i come! but it does bother me. we haven't really talked since...i don't know when. it's just so lonely sometimes, and i'm sure it's even worse for him. but what made this work so well during the whole time he was away training for 8 weeks was that we talked. i don't even care if he has anything to say. i'd sit on the phone with him in silence. even that would be better then this.
i think tomorrow i'm going to call his cousin, just to see if justin is just doing this whole quiet thing with everyone or just with me. if it's Everyone, then i won't feel quite so bad. and if he has been talking with him alot, well, i'll take it from there.
i'm beat. and i have a headache.
and my pirate boots were Definatly not meant to be stood in for 8 hours+
oh! my lost scarf, that i adored and was sooo nice and warm and comfy? it's been found!
yay!
=)
<3
~Kara~
and part of me wonders if it's worth it, this whole boyfriend thing. if i'm not happy right now (and i'm not), what is the point? seriously. i'd rather be single and happy then taken and miserable.