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Pardon the lack of updates lately for those who really care to read about whats going on with me *ha* it seems like thats the trend with me I write a few big entries grouping a shit load of stuff together because one night I'm feeling motivated (in between raids with WoW friends :p) and feel the need to express to you what is going on in my life.
Well seeing as I have the wonderful introduction out of the way, life could not be better to be honest.. atleast not for me. Summer has come and is passing and with the summer I have gotten a beautiful gift, one I thought I might have lost years (ok not as long as it sounds but still a few years) ago *sighs*. Thats the big up right now, a lady.. someone from school who back then I had a thing for and still do, and have had in the back of my mind ever since then. I know now why, because she is what I am.. we seem to fit together some how so nicely. I dont find myself questioning my place in this jigsaw puzzle of relationship life, there are still issues to be ironed out between the two of us and where we stand in the sort.. and what type of label to put on it but I've never fit so well with someone else, and I'm willing to take the time needed because things that are wonderful like this deserve all the time they need to grow.
So many of my thoughts dwell on her lately, its not a sort of obsessive thing.. just I find myself wandering back to her and that way she inspires me to be better to be closer to perfect even if only for her because she deserves the best in life. The last song I played at my first real show this month was for her and I cant even bring myself to play it in front of her, ah well such things will come with time.
Other wise, work work work. That has been the life of my summer, but I have a big chunk of change saved up so Im greatful for the fact that I have had this said work :) And it means I wont have to work during the school year (granted much of the money will be used to visit <3). I've been playing WoW as my new MMORPG addiction because to have a healthy Kao you have to have an MMORPG :P. I'm working on my druid right now and I have to say they are a lovely class, as I hope any druid player would tell you. I play on Elune as Kaoru.. so if any of you guys play there as well send me a tell and I'd love to group and hang out :)
Off to play some more ^_^
Well seeing as I have the wonderful introduction out of the way, life could not be better to be honest.. atleast not for me. Summer has come and is passing and with the summer I have gotten a beautiful gift, one I thought I might have lost years (ok not as long as it sounds but still a few years) ago *sighs*. Thats the big up right now, a lady.. someone from school who back then I had a thing for and still do, and have had in the back of my mind ever since then. I know now why, because she is what I am.. we seem to fit together some how so nicely. I dont find myself questioning my place in this jigsaw puzzle of relationship life, there are still issues to be ironed out between the two of us and where we stand in the sort.. and what type of label to put on it but I've never fit so well with someone else, and I'm willing to take the time needed because things that are wonderful like this deserve all the time they need to grow.
So many of my thoughts dwell on her lately, its not a sort of obsessive thing.. just I find myself wandering back to her and that way she inspires me to be better to be closer to perfect even if only for her because she deserves the best in life. The last song I played at my first real show this month was for her and I cant even bring myself to play it in front of her, ah well such things will come with time.
Other wise, work work work. That has been the life of my summer, but I have a big chunk of change saved up so Im greatful for the fact that I have had this said work :) And it means I wont have to work during the school year (granted much of the money will be used to visit <3). I've been playing WoW as my new MMORPG addiction because to have a healthy Kao you have to have an MMORPG :P. I'm working on my druid right now and I have to say they are a lovely class, as I hope any druid player would tell you. I play on Elune as Kaoru.. so if any of you guys play there as well send me a tell and I'd love to group and hang out :)
Off to play some more ^_^