Tears of Darkness...
Hmmm... I want to get away from this place that i am calling home. I want to leave the people that i call family. Why must i live here and do things that i hate. People are always telling me that they are getting me ready for the real world, but honestly does anyone evn know what that is. People have there own ideas of what it is, but no one realy knows. You know what i think? I think that people live in the real world once they begin living. Well what i mean is when you get a job you have to pay for things even though that might not be rent or anything, but you are still paying for stuffwith your own money. I dont understand people and their "real" world bull Shit!!!! I want to just get in my car with some of my stuff like my Laptop, my Ipod, and whatever is left of my sanity, and just go somewhere. I dont care where i go as long as i get far away from family. I want to just drive with no real destination, and only stop when i like run out of gas or something. Does any one want to go with me? I would love to take a road trip somewhere. I could go to Colorado and pick up Montana, Sonya, and Jeff, and then we could take a trip to wherever the open road leads us. Does'nt that just sound great? :) I think it sounds like so much fun. YEAH!!!! Maybe i will do that once i get a little more money. Hmmm... Anywayz... The darkness is crying tears of sadness for my soul. I fear that i will give in and let the sadness take over me. Little by little i feel more an more depressed as the days go by. Hmmm..... I am going to stop writing cause I seem to be writing abouot being depressed all the time. Well my nexy entry will hopefully be alot happier. Well night to the Darkness.......