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I hate feeling the way I feel right now, it's so frustrating and upsetting. I feel stupid. Not because of something I've done or said, but just overall stupid. The majority of my friends can't relate to this feeling because I tend to surround myself with smart people. Maybe that's part of my problem. Yea I know what cake liner is and I can make a foam prosthetic full face mask from scratch, but when it comes to simple things like adding 2 and 2 together or writing a full proper sentence, I'm at a serious loss. I know I'm exaggerating a bit there, but I'm dramatic, we all know that. I'm the type of person that has to spell check everything or uses short forms because I don't know how to spell the full word. I'm the girl, that above being pretty or thin, just wants to feel smart, something that most people take for granted far too often.