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It's about 7am and I've been tossing and turning all night long. I don't have to be up till 10am, but I just can't seem to stay asleep. It's driving me mad.
I hate the way I act when I actually like someone. It's like I'm back in elementary school, I get nervous and I don't know what to say. And even if I become comfortable, I still can't hold a conversation and I act all shy. For those of you who know me, know I'm not actually like this at all. Never shy or without words, but somehow I manage to loose my confidence and no matter how hard I try, I can't get it back. Maybe I just need time to get to know the person or something, I'm not sure, but either way I need to figure something out because acting this way could ruin any possibilities.
I hate the way I act when I actually like someone. It's like I'm back in elementary school, I get nervous and I don't know what to say. And even if I become comfortable, I still can't hold a conversation and I act all shy. For those of you who know me, know I'm not actually like this at all. Never shy or without words, but somehow I manage to loose my confidence and no matter how hard I try, I can't get it back. Maybe I just need time to get to know the person or something, I'm not sure, but either way I need to figure something out because acting this way could ruin any possibilities.