May 05, 2005 22:55
Well, its been a while. The first thing I need to point out is it's May 5th, which means only 21 more shopping days till my birthday. The big 2-0. That's old. No longer a teen... does this mean I'm obligated to grow up?
Things are progressing as expected. I'm finished my first year of college... half way to a career and now I'm in a mad search for a summer job. I'm no longer at Subway, lets just say things didn't quite work out there. On the bright side of the job search, I have an interview on Monday at East Side Marios. It seems like a fun job and tips could be really good. Plus it reminds me of back home... girls, you know what I'm talking about. I was almost going to go home, I had actually planned on a date for when my parents would come and get me and I had actually started packing, but I finally decided that Oakville is where I need to be... at last that's how I feel right now, ask me in a few days and we'll see if I still feel the same.
This summer is going to be a summer of growth, I can just tell. My first summer away from home, working (hopefully) and basically living alone. I'm a little scared, but it's something I need to do and I know things will work out for the best.
Last entry I mentioned this guy I just happened to be lucky enough to meet... he's still great, just as I stated last time. Things have changed a bit and they aren't exactly how I hoped they would be right now, but I have high hopes and I'm not ready to throw in the towel just yet. Something about him... he's just different. I feel comfortable around him and he makes me feel so good without having to actually do anything. Just thinking about him makes me smile. If things don't work out with him, I'll still be happy and consider myself lucky to have met him.
And about another guy... a rich, hot 27 year old guy who, for some reason unknown to me, really likes me. And for reasons of my own, I'm just not interested. What girl doesn't like a rich, hot older guy that wants to do nothing else, but spoil her? That girl would be me... I guess I'm not as shallow as everyone once thought. The worst part about this whole thing is either this guy is REALLY persistent or just really stupid. He can't take a hint and avoidance isn't quite working the way I had planned.