And my dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room.
I've been in my real apartment for almost a month now. It's super cute, I love it so much. My room is almost done, I just need to hang up my mirror and my picture frames. Co-op is going well, I'm finally not anxious there all of the time. I still get nervous about stupid things. One step at a time I guess. I get to learn all of these wicked neat things and I'm working hands-on with actual cancer cells and tumors, which is more than I can say for a lot of people in their third year of college.
Recruitment is this week and I am stressballing like crazy about it. I don't want to do it. I hate meeting people. I hate awkward conversations. I'm bad at it and it makes me so uncomfortable (people usually have no idea how uncomfortable I feel, apparently I cover it up very well). Ugh. It's thursday through tuesday, basically. My birthday is next thursday and I just want everything to be nice. One more year until I can legally consume alcohol and I can get lasik!
This is one of my favorite times of the year. My birthday, halloween, college hockey!, husky hunt, semi, homecoming. So many good things. I'm just trying to keep happy and positive about everything and to try and keep my anxiety as low as possible (which I am horrible at). Unfortunately my new birth control makes me incredibly moody. I cry over nothing, get angry over the stupidest things. It makes me absolutely crazy. And it's made me gain a little weight, so that sucks. I just need to get back into my gym routine hardcore.
<3
Leesh
Recruitment is this week and I am stressballing like crazy about it. I don't want to do it. I hate meeting people. I hate awkward conversations. I'm bad at it and it makes me so uncomfortable (people usually have no idea how uncomfortable I feel, apparently I cover it up very well). Ugh. It's thursday through tuesday, basically. My birthday is next thursday and I just want everything to be nice. One more year until I can legally consume alcohol and I can get lasik!
This is one of my favorite times of the year. My birthday, halloween, college hockey!, husky hunt, semi, homecoming. So many good things. I'm just trying to keep happy and positive about everything and to try and keep my anxiety as low as possible (which I am horrible at). Unfortunately my new birth control makes me incredibly moody. I cry over nothing, get angry over the stupidest things. It makes me absolutely crazy. And it's made me gain a little weight, so that sucks. I just need to get back into my gym routine hardcore.
<3
Leesh