I could never go on without you

Apr 24, 2009 11:58

 I haven't updated like all semester and by now I probably can't remember half of the things I did.

I am now done my freshman year of college.  It's so weird.  As much as I love Maine, I really don't want to go back home.  I've made my own home here (with Jess and Abby :)) but now they've left.  Their beds are empty and the room is bare.  And while it's nice to be able to spread my stuff out, I will always love our little triple in White Hall.  I'll miss walking across the street to Wollaston's to look at food, making nachos together, watching tv (wednesday nights will always be the best tv night), being ridiculous about absolutely everything, not doing homework together, playing super mario, reading fmylife, videochatting when we're only two feet away, being cold (or hot), listening to morning after stories on sundays, starting our friday nights off at 7 (which is way too early to begin), finally making friends with people in our dorm our last week of school.  I'm going to be so lonely this summer without two girls to share my room with.  I'm still crossing my fingers that next year we can all live together again (with Alex <3).  It just won't be the same without all of us together.

I'm going to miss Sigma a ton too.  Especially the awkward moments my big and I love to encounter.  She is fabulous and we are literally the same person.  It's nice to have someone who understands exactly what you're going through.  I don't feel bad when I talk her ear off about something stupid that happened because I know she gets it and most likely the same thing happened to her.  I've become closer to a lot of other sigmas too, and I'm sad I probably won't see them all summer.  Formal was fantastic.  And the food!  So delicious.  Best mashed potatoes I'd ever had.  I picked a good date, he danced with me even though he was tired <3

Being alone last night reminded me how much I miss the girls from home too.  That's why I'm looking forward to summer.  So we can hang out all the time again.  It's weird going from seeing someone everyday to not seeing them even once a month.  I did it with the girls and now I'm going to do it with my roomies.  But in july i've got a house on the lake, and i plan to take full advantage of it.  Part of me wishes I wasnt working this summer just so I could be lazy in the sun all day, but the majority of me misses Point an unbelievable amount.  I honestly cannot wait for memorial day weekend so I can see my regulars again.  I'm scared they won't remember me, because I remember all of them.  But they make me genuinely happy and I am so excited to go back.  It's my last full summer home, and I want to make the most of it.  I'll sleep when I'm dead after all.

Cheers to a fantastic freshman year!
<3
Leesh
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