Mar 18, 2007 20:23
So I'm writing this essay for english right now. I am sucking it up horribly. I hate the fact that after doing three months of basically nothing, we're thrown into all of this work. It's completely unfair. I obviously don't know how to write a compare/contrast essay. I wish Mr. Lawson had been there the whole time.
I really like to draw plants and flowers. It helps calm me down, and I'm decent at it. It's a pointless hobby, but still fun.
Did you know it's impossible to be a vegetarian? I bet you didn't. You're eating the larvae of the fruit flies I'm breeding. Tasty, no? I'm in a cynical mood. Oh wellll.
Europe in 23 days. I have an irrational fear that the plane is going to crash or be hiijacked and I'm going to die. Stupid terrorism, you make me not want to go on the trip of a lifetime. I'm more scared that I won't make it back to see people I love again. It's very depressing. I'm buying souvenirs for Mick, Fiona, & my family. That's enough, right? I'm so excited. I really hope I don't die. Like, really.
No Mickey for a while. It's making me sad. Stupid period is making me extra sad. Being a girl is lame. Only at times like these, though.
I bought a pilates tape. I've done it 3 times since I've got it. I'm going to try my hardest to do it everyday. 3rd quarter is just so busy though.
I have to pay taxes, boo. I made $1232 last summer, not counting babysitting. I work for my money, thankyouveryfuckingmuch. There's a lot of forms to fill out. I babysat last night too. $35 more for Europe! The girls weren't very cooperative. They kept trying to get me to let them stay up later, but I wasn't having any of that.
Friday night I went to Kenny & Eileen's and hung out with my punky. Saturday night Ashlee came & got me when I was done babysitting. We went back to her house and hung out with the parents & Aaron. There were a lot of drunken antics, let me tell you. I need to find friends my own ageee.
Speaking of that, I haven't decided if I want to go to prom. I have no dress, no date, no one to go with, and no one to get ready with. Right now I'd rather just hang out with Mickey on my couch. I want to go, but not by myself. Either with a group of people or a date, but I have neither at this point. Oh well. It's overrated.
My eyes are dry and I'm depressing myself. And I have to finish my paper.
cynically yours,
leeshmeesh
europe,
prom,
bitches,
school,
mickey,
marina