new stuff. new life

[raleighstclair]

Well as some of you know that actually know me, some stuff in my life has changed drastically this summer. I'm not sure whether the reality of it all has hit me yet. I don't think so somehow. I feel like I never really grieved what was lost. I don't know if it's the medication I take or the way I deal with things, but I'm hoping against hope that the other shoe isn't going to drop. Anyway, i start classes next week, and I am having fun so I guess I'm not too offbase.

I think I'm ust afraid of doors shutting and locking behind me. I know the door is now double-bolted.