birthday facts of carolyn's life
someone will always get sick
someone will always forget
someone will always have other plans that are better than yours
someone will just not care
everyone else will get your hopes up and then let you down hard at the last minute
this has happened almost every birthday of my life...you would think that after 20 or whatever birthdays i have had, i would be used to this...but i guess not...i guess this is just like every other thing i get upset about...i put too much faith in people and they always let me down...
why should now be any different? i mean i did a pretty good job of not getting my hopes up so i wouldn't fall as hard this year..and maybe i would be happily surprised at what did happen....but then people started saying stuff...convincing me to get excited...so i fell for it...and what happens
i get ready and go out...and i was going to meet people at a bar...i was actually stupid enough to actually go out to the bar...and no one was there...so i called said people....either they didn't answer their phones or decided they would rather go to bed instead
so i will be spending the night alone....happy 21st birthday to me
i do know this...i will NEVER have sex in the month of march...because i would NEVER wish this on another human...much less my own kids..and i know it kills my parents whenever it happened when i was little...and they tried their hardest to avoid it...but in the end, there isn't really much they can do about it
someone will always forget
someone will always have other plans that are better than yours
someone will just not care
everyone else will get your hopes up and then let you down hard at the last minute
this has happened almost every birthday of my life...you would think that after 20 or whatever birthdays i have had, i would be used to this...but i guess not...i guess this is just like every other thing i get upset about...i put too much faith in people and they always let me down...
why should now be any different? i mean i did a pretty good job of not getting my hopes up so i wouldn't fall as hard this year..and maybe i would be happily surprised at what did happen....but then people started saying stuff...convincing me to get excited...so i fell for it...and what happens
i get ready and go out...and i was going to meet people at a bar...i was actually stupid enough to actually go out to the bar...and no one was there...so i called said people....either they didn't answer their phones or decided they would rather go to bed instead
so i will be spending the night alone....happy 21st birthday to me
i do know this...i will NEVER have sex in the month of march...because i would NEVER wish this on another human...much less my own kids..and i know it kills my parents whenever it happened when i was little...and they tried their hardest to avoid it...but in the end, there isn't really much they can do about it