long awaited update...
so here i sit in the new flat i have just moved into with beefy lad. bedroom is looking ok - still not very tidy but most stuff has been put away....just a bit more tidying and it will be perfect.
start the new job tomorrow....not sure if im nervous or no. Have picked an outfit and packed my bag - all in all sorted for the morning.
i feel like a bad girlfriend though...was johns birthday on wednesday and even though i've been thinking about it ever since valentines (and probably before that) making sure I was free that evening and etc etc. it all ended up being a bit of a no-event. Obviously he was at work all day - i had planeed to cook him dinner etc but he wasn't feeling very well...he stayed over the night before and i had thought about getting up and making him coffee and etc - but every single time i've done it before he either says no or has to rush out leaving it to go cold - so i thought well no point in doing it then. I was super tired as im not used to getting up at that time...i feel bad cos i dont think i even gave him a hug or kiss before he left. i was going to buy him a cake but seeing as they buy cakes when its their birthdays at work i thought he might've had enough for one day. then jade baked him a cake which he was well chuffed with - lol! so all in all the good intentions went out of the window - he got a crappy voucher for some clothes and if that'd been my day i wouldn't have been impressed - sorry :(
anyway so i am nervous about tomorrow....gonna go have something to eat and watch corrie....
start the new job tomorrow....not sure if im nervous or no. Have picked an outfit and packed my bag - all in all sorted for the morning.
i feel like a bad girlfriend though...was johns birthday on wednesday and even though i've been thinking about it ever since valentines (and probably before that) making sure I was free that evening and etc etc. it all ended up being a bit of a no-event. Obviously he was at work all day - i had planeed to cook him dinner etc but he wasn't feeling very well...he stayed over the night before and i had thought about getting up and making him coffee and etc - but every single time i've done it before he either says no or has to rush out leaving it to go cold - so i thought well no point in doing it then. I was super tired as im not used to getting up at that time...i feel bad cos i dont think i even gave him a hug or kiss before he left. i was going to buy him a cake but seeing as they buy cakes when its their birthdays at work i thought he might've had enough for one day. then jade baked him a cake which he was well chuffed with - lol! so all in all the good intentions went out of the window - he got a crappy voucher for some clothes and if that'd been my day i wouldn't have been impressed - sorry :(
anyway so i am nervous about tomorrow....gonna go have something to eat and watch corrie....