My...
stomich hurts...
i haven't ate all day.....
i have no appietate....
my chest has shooting pains....
like someone has a knife and is stabing my chest from the inside...
pairnoia.... i hate you...stupid
god why am i such a fuck up?
oh wait...you don't talk to me or help or do anything good for me.....
i hate you...
strike me down as i type....
you can't cuz you are not real.....
but why do i fuck up everything i come into contact with?
everyone leaves me.....
i have no friends here.....
i am alone....
;_;....
please.....
someone.....
anyone.....
i hate being all alone....
it's all that i have ever been.....
alone.....