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its about time i post something other than lyrics. life has been crazy.. nothing too splendid going on i just feel like im never home and if i am home im lucky if i get to sleep or eat something before going out again to either school or alecs or someone elses house.
alec and i have been spending a ridiculous amount of time together. its gotten to the point where if im going to be alone at any waking moment then i call alec and we simply do nothing together. we are essentially dating except for we are honest to each other and dont touch. haha
halloween is as far back as i can remotely remember so we'll go from there: i didnt do anything fancy on halloween, alec karen and i baked a cake we dressed me up in my costume for rocky horror. that friday i went to the midnight showing with alec to rocky horror at his school and it was fun because we were 2 of probably a handful of those who all dressed up. and the same with the interactions, and we were in the front row so everyone saw our interactions. yipeee i also drug alec to billys house that night because i told them i was going to come over for their halloween party but i wasnt about to show up dressed like that alone no one would understand. to tell you the truth the whole nights a blur.
i take it all back! i remember the weekend before as well. billy and lauren had a wine and cheese party the friday before and i went over there and we attempted to be classy but that got shot to hell when we started chugging the wine.. i blacked out, of course. the next day i woke up and went to my uncle stevens house because my aunt's father died.. i stayed a little while ( i came late, blah) and went and got showered and turned back around and went to bills again. the married folks and bryan and i went to hershey park. it was sooo much fun, they had it decorated for halloween and i always enjoy a good roller coaster. i went back to bryans after and spent most of sunday at his house. interesting to say the least.
this past weekend we were planning on going up to boston to surprise jamesy for her birthday but between faulty planning (on what seems like everyones part), the gross weather and last minute school obligations we were unable to go. dangit. i was pretty upset. that night we hung out at alecs with karen, danni and ashleigh and got movies and pizza and were lazy and had fun. saturday alec and i decided to go up to new york for the day. we didnt leave until like 10:30 and then got horribly lost somehow and were relying on the fact that we were driving north regardless of what street we were on be the judge of us arriving in the city. i have no idea how we got to staten island, but we did. we took the ferry over and went to times square (yuck), rockerfeller plaza (yuck), central park (scary at night), soho (fun shopping) and everything between soho and where we got the ferry again. we walked for soho to there and somehow looped around 5 times and got to see a bunch of towns that we didnt expect (/didnt want to see). i like greenwich village a lot, and soho was really cool but the rest of new york can go to hell. the whole place is far too sketch for me. i got a cool shirt and skirt at the mystique boutique in soho and a black hat from a street vendor.
sunday i spent with lauren and we went to the flea market in timonium and then to panera. it was fun hanging out with her without sir billiam.
on wednesday alec and i went into couple mode and joined salima and mike for a night of NINJJAAAAA WARRRIORRRR. i love them, they are so much fun. we sat around and ate food and laughed about ninja warrior and then project runway for like 4 hours. i love how they dont treat us like children even though we are much younger than them. fun fun
yesterday was a waste of a day. i didnt go to either of my classes. actually i didnt go to any classes this week. well i did go to 2, but that might as well have been none. 2 out of 10 = 0 in my mind
today i made up for it though and woke up at 8:30 on my day off. i woke up with my entire hand being asleep up to my mid-wrist. you know when your arm is so asleep that you think it is never going to gain function again? well thats what it was like.i went to the gym and would have stayed there for probably an hour more than i did but i saw jay's father and panicked and made a run for it. i probably just drew more attention to myself than if i had just gone up and said hello and been done with it. oh well. so then i went into school and did all the homework that i should have done a good 2 weeks ago so im at least caught up to this point. still means i have a ton of things to do but oh well. im caught up thats all that counts.
3 more weeks and then this semester from hell is overrrrr. now that i think about it i call every semester the semester from hell. so i suppose i shall expect more hell come january 14th.. but that joyous month in between shall make up for all of it :) CHRISTTTTMASSSSSSSSSS cant wait.
the boy situation cant be described without me panicking and/or secondguessing myself a bagillion times. so we'll let a song sum it up and we'll call it a dayyy:
"Head under water
and they tell me to breathe easy for a while
the breathing gets harder, even i know that
You made room for me but it’s too soon to see
if I’m happy in your hands
I’m unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
no easy way to say this
you mean well, but you make this hard on me"
alec and i have been spending a ridiculous amount of time together. its gotten to the point where if im going to be alone at any waking moment then i call alec and we simply do nothing together. we are essentially dating except for we are honest to each other and dont touch. haha
halloween is as far back as i can remotely remember so we'll go from there: i didnt do anything fancy on halloween, alec karen and i baked a cake we dressed me up in my costume for rocky horror. that friday i went to the midnight showing with alec to rocky horror at his school and it was fun because we were 2 of probably a handful of those who all dressed up. and the same with the interactions, and we were in the front row so everyone saw our interactions. yipeee i also drug alec to billys house that night because i told them i was going to come over for their halloween party but i wasnt about to show up dressed like that alone no one would understand. to tell you the truth the whole nights a blur.
i take it all back! i remember the weekend before as well. billy and lauren had a wine and cheese party the friday before and i went over there and we attempted to be classy but that got shot to hell when we started chugging the wine.. i blacked out, of course. the next day i woke up and went to my uncle stevens house because my aunt's father died.. i stayed a little while ( i came late, blah) and went and got showered and turned back around and went to bills again. the married folks and bryan and i went to hershey park. it was sooo much fun, they had it decorated for halloween and i always enjoy a good roller coaster. i went back to bryans after and spent most of sunday at his house. interesting to say the least.
this past weekend we were planning on going up to boston to surprise jamesy for her birthday but between faulty planning (on what seems like everyones part), the gross weather and last minute school obligations we were unable to go. dangit. i was pretty upset. that night we hung out at alecs with karen, danni and ashleigh and got movies and pizza and were lazy and had fun. saturday alec and i decided to go up to new york for the day. we didnt leave until like 10:30 and then got horribly lost somehow and were relying on the fact that we were driving north regardless of what street we were on be the judge of us arriving in the city. i have no idea how we got to staten island, but we did. we took the ferry over and went to times square (yuck), rockerfeller plaza (yuck), central park (scary at night), soho (fun shopping) and everything between soho and where we got the ferry again. we walked for soho to there and somehow looped around 5 times and got to see a bunch of towns that we didnt expect (/didnt want to see). i like greenwich village a lot, and soho was really cool but the rest of new york can go to hell. the whole place is far too sketch for me. i got a cool shirt and skirt at the mystique boutique in soho and a black hat from a street vendor.
sunday i spent with lauren and we went to the flea market in timonium and then to panera. it was fun hanging out with her without sir billiam.
on wednesday alec and i went into couple mode and joined salima and mike for a night of NINJJAAAAA WARRRIORRRR. i love them, they are so much fun. we sat around and ate food and laughed about ninja warrior and then project runway for like 4 hours. i love how they dont treat us like children even though we are much younger than them. fun fun
yesterday was a waste of a day. i didnt go to either of my classes. actually i didnt go to any classes this week. well i did go to 2, but that might as well have been none. 2 out of 10 = 0 in my mind
today i made up for it though and woke up at 8:30 on my day off. i woke up with my entire hand being asleep up to my mid-wrist. you know when your arm is so asleep that you think it is never going to gain function again? well thats what it was like.i went to the gym and would have stayed there for probably an hour more than i did but i saw jay's father and panicked and made a run for it. i probably just drew more attention to myself than if i had just gone up and said hello and been done with it. oh well. so then i went into school and did all the homework that i should have done a good 2 weeks ago so im at least caught up to this point. still means i have a ton of things to do but oh well. im caught up thats all that counts.
3 more weeks and then this semester from hell is overrrrr. now that i think about it i call every semester the semester from hell. so i suppose i shall expect more hell come january 14th.. but that joyous month in between shall make up for all of it :) CHRISTTTTMASSSSSSSSSS cant wait.
the boy situation cant be described without me panicking and/or secondguessing myself a bagillion times. so we'll let a song sum it up and we'll call it a dayyy:
"Head under water
and they tell me to breathe easy for a while
the breathing gets harder, even i know that
You made room for me but it’s too soon to see
if I’m happy in your hands
I’m unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
no easy way to say this
you mean well, but you make this hard on me"