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so if you couldnt tell from the last entry... i didnt go to bonnaroo. whatever, im over it. i instead picked up and went down to south carolina to see laura and brandon. i braided my hair and drove down thursday.. got down there thursday night and we went out to dinner and all weekend pretty much did nothing. i loved it. i needed to get away.. away from work, away from my apartment.. away from people. i drove back monday and that night alec jamesy and i went to the paper moon.. i ran into susanna's sister there.
tuesday was the worst day ive had in a long time. i dont feel like going into it, lets just say i broke the "can only cry when drunk" streak. at least i know im not broken.
yesterday alec and i went to the beach. we got down there around 2 and it had just stopped raining so we lucked out. we walked on the boardwalk for a couple hours.. observed the people, ate dippen dots and bought him shot glasses. we then went to JR's for some good food and went and layed on the beach until sunset. i went swimming to try and lure an attractive (and possibly gay boy) towards alec but it didnt work, he was too deep in his thoughts we concluded. then alec went swimming.. and the flys started to eat us so we packed up and left. the drive home was a mix of bad music and thinking deep thoughts.
today was a waste of time. i have an everpresent pang of guilt in my stomach and i dont know why. i feel like i should be spending more time with my parents and possibly making/maintaining more friendships.
im in class now so i should probably stop tap tap tapping away.
tuesday was the worst day ive had in a long time. i dont feel like going into it, lets just say i broke the "can only cry when drunk" streak. at least i know im not broken.
yesterday alec and i went to the beach. we got down there around 2 and it had just stopped raining so we lucked out. we walked on the boardwalk for a couple hours.. observed the people, ate dippen dots and bought him shot glasses. we then went to JR's for some good food and went and layed on the beach until sunset. i went swimming to try and lure an attractive (and possibly gay boy) towards alec but it didnt work, he was too deep in his thoughts we concluded. then alec went swimming.. and the flys started to eat us so we packed up and left. the drive home was a mix of bad music and thinking deep thoughts.
today was a waste of time. i have an everpresent pang of guilt in my stomach and i dont know why. i feel like i should be spending more time with my parents and possibly making/maintaining more friendships.
im in class now so i should probably stop tap tap tapping away.