Edward Norton is my hero.
The past six days sure have been one crazy flippin' adventure. I'm not really sure where to begin. But I'm pretty dang sure that I have most of this shite figured out. My brain is tired beyond belief. They put me back on medication. I wanna take it all.. not to die. To prove yet another point. It seems that's all I've been doing recently is proving myself right. I can't remember a fucking thing anymore. I have about 10000 pieces of paper with notes on them. I'm not sure if I've drugged myself out.. or if this is some sort of a conspiracy (I'm not entirely serious when I say this so don't start freaking out)
I'm glad to be home. But at the same time I'm pretty pissed about it. But.. I'm not really going to get into that right now. I met a lot of pretty cool people over the past week. But I'm not going to elaborate on that right now either.
So much has happened. And I'm not really sure why or when or how. I can't remember anything past yesterday. But it's kind of fun. I mean I remember people and places.. but not little details and whatnot. But people keep asking me questions and things just keep pouring out. I'm not exactly sure what that's about. But I think that I have Suppressed a lot of this shit for a long fuckin time. I'm kind of thinking that the majority of my friends are going to stop talking to me... and the only reason I say that is because they are probably under the impression that I just dropped off the face of the Earth. And that is most definitely not the case.
I want to find Eddie again. Maybe he'll be there tomorrow.. and by there I mean that I am not in the mood to discuss where there is. I just like the fact that they enjoy drugging you up. And I've recently discovered that I'm pretty good at getting what I want when I want it.
Manipulation is fun.
Having no eyebrows is pretty cool too.
I plan to have many good times with Moriah. She's one of the most amazing people I have ever met.
I need to get some sleep but I'm too agitated and or anxious to do that at the moment. It seems that I can't sleep anymore unless I wear myself out. It's almost scary. But not quite. I have a little hamster on a squeeky wheel.. and he just never quits.. I think I'll call him prometheus. Oh how I miss KABLAM!
The things you take for granted like having a hot shower or eating when you want to.
I was denied the use of a dictionary. And when I'm through there I won't hesitate to let the manager hear it.
They think I'm psychotic.. but everyone else thinks I'm quite clever. I choose the latter of the two.
I guess I'm pretty sneaky. I think shaving off my eyebrows was one of the coolest things I've ever done... think what you will, but there's a story behind it. And if you care to ask I might tell you. Not sure.. probably depends upon who you are. Jumping over desks and trying to make a great escape weren't planned.. but somehow they were thrown into the mix.
But let me just say.. I have never felt better than this before. =)
I'm glad to be home. But at the same time I'm pretty pissed about it. But.. I'm not really going to get into that right now. I met a lot of pretty cool people over the past week. But I'm not going to elaborate on that right now either.
So much has happened. And I'm not really sure why or when or how. I can't remember anything past yesterday. But it's kind of fun. I mean I remember people and places.. but not little details and whatnot. But people keep asking me questions and things just keep pouring out. I'm not exactly sure what that's about. But I think that I have Suppressed a lot of this shit for a long fuckin time. I'm kind of thinking that the majority of my friends are going to stop talking to me... and the only reason I say that is because they are probably under the impression that I just dropped off the face of the Earth. And that is most definitely not the case.
I want to find Eddie again. Maybe he'll be there tomorrow.. and by there I mean that I am not in the mood to discuss where there is. I just like the fact that they enjoy drugging you up. And I've recently discovered that I'm pretty good at getting what I want when I want it.
Manipulation is fun.
Having no eyebrows is pretty cool too.
I plan to have many good times with Moriah. She's one of the most amazing people I have ever met.
I need to get some sleep but I'm too agitated and or anxious to do that at the moment. It seems that I can't sleep anymore unless I wear myself out. It's almost scary. But not quite. I have a little hamster on a squeeky wheel.. and he just never quits.. I think I'll call him prometheus. Oh how I miss KABLAM!
The things you take for granted like having a hot shower or eating when you want to.
I was denied the use of a dictionary. And when I'm through there I won't hesitate to let the manager hear it.
They think I'm psychotic.. but everyone else thinks I'm quite clever. I choose the latter of the two.
I guess I'm pretty sneaky. I think shaving off my eyebrows was one of the coolest things I've ever done... think what you will, but there's a story behind it. And if you care to ask I might tell you. Not sure.. probably depends upon who you are. Jumping over desks and trying to make a great escape weren't planned.. but somehow they were thrown into the mix.
But let me just say.. I have never felt better than this before. =)