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I've just come to realization that i can't just be the good friend to female friends when something goes south in their relationships. When their current BF acts like a dick i try to comfort them but i such a bleeding heart when it happens i try to make myself the better option. I try to be the knight in shining armor for the damsel in distress. And when i realize what im doing i feel sick with myself because i feel like im taking advantage of them. Gods what the fuck is wrong with me? Am i that fucking desperate ro find someone that id sink so low?