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ALL of my friends ditched me today. I didnt even get calls from the people who speciffically asked me to be around to talk to them. The only people who even talked to me today only did because they wanted information or a possesion from me. Well Dan actually took some time and talked with me but he also took sime time to steal things (the common theme of the month) and leave while I was in the bathroom. Talked to Perry and some others online for a bit, I was hoping Adamn was online because the last time I talked to him online the PC got taken over by someone else before I finished talking. I really want to leave. I am just not happy here anymore. I got acceped to SyracusrUniversity but I really dont have the money to go there, even after finacial aide. My mother is still very ill so all my money still goes to her. I dunno I just gotta get out of Albany for a while, a long while. I would have some regrets if I left but I think overall it would be worth it. I would still visit of course I have bonds here that can never be replaced. God I would miss Keith so much, Andrew, Marisol, Rahkeem, Terence, everyone... I dunno im doing so serious thinking tonight.