Happy Birthday Ryo-chan!!!!
First and foremost, Happy birthday Ryo-chan and Syeefa-chan!! XD
It made me jealous that Syeefa-neechan shares birthday with Ryo~ *whines*
Before I start my wish, I shall ramble first...
Just for the sake of trying not to be crazy though I think I will if I keep on keeping everything inside...
And now I'm going to start my rambling...
Sorry for the spamming...^^
Last month was too damn hard. That's a freaking statement.
I don't know why but I was emo for one time and happy for another and that's because I kinda cheat myself I guess. (my mother got frightened seeing me)
What important is to be positive anyway.
I felt freaking depressed and I cried when I wanted too, which is sooo not me.
I was never the one who cried because of small matter. I hope I never will be but I kinda am now.
I kept on thinking about the future and freaking present and seriously, it scare me to hell.
I do not celebrate my 16th birthday.
I do not win the title of tokoh NILAM state level.
I lost my weight. ( before I went to the camp it was 34 to 35kg only but I think I've add more weight now?)
That was not just it.
My school had huge functions last 28 October and guess what? My exams started the next day. Damn nice timing.
I don't have my lunch and my breakfast that day but I got three bento (sort of? just fried rice and chicken rice anyway) and I could just taste it. Only.
I did jobs which were not mine.
Stupid juniors slacked off and leave their duty but still they always, ALWAYS, freaking always got the recognition and teachers still love and praises them, but me? The other seniors who've been working like hell? My friends who dedicated themselves to the school? Who stayed till late evening? We got nothing. Some of us get something anyway. It's their luck~
And most definitely, my internet connection.
I can't use it for about three weeks and when I can, I can only use it for two days before lightning struck.
Yesterday everything was fine again. Damn thankful I am.
And today, on Ryo-chan's birthday, I do not have my laptop with me. The laptop which have all sources to make wallies and banner for Ryo-chan. And yes, its Physics paper I and II today. Bagus giler~
So I'm going to postpone the banner until next week's Friday since it's the freedom day! XD
*rambling mode off*
*fangirling mode on*
Dear Nishikido Ryo-san,
I've been saying this but I'm going to say this again.
I first know you because of One Liter of Tears which made me cried a liter of tears, seriously.
You captured my heart when you were all concerned about that sick girl in the drama. And honestly, your determination of being a doctor in that drama had made me want to work hard, very hard to achieve my dreams too. Thank you for that.
You are the one who hook me to be in the JE fandom. LOL
You are the gate of all the ikemen I know now. LMAO
You are the one who made me finish 9-10 doramas last year. Thank you. XD
I'm sorry though sometimes I got addicted to someone else other that you, but I always come back to you in the end. (happens a lot last year*
Your role in Attention Please gave me the idea of lack of something won't affect your dreams. Thank you.
Your role as Taisuke made me realize that siblings and family are very important. And to embrace them. Thank you.
Being Aoi-sensei, you touched my heart with your kindness. XD
And sorry again, I haven't have time yet to watch Niini. I'll make a dorama marathon after exams are finished. You got my words. *grins*
Your CODE PV is freaking amazing!! I've had it in my phone already~ hehehe...
Do continue to make great stuffs, song, solos like that and don't stop, k~
So Ryo-san,
Please take care of your health. (fgirls dun want to get heart attack again)
Please continue to be hardworking in both groups and in JE.
Please keep on to be smart, handsome, cool, adorable and dorky. XD
Hope your wishes will be granted and you'll have main drama characterS after this.
May your 25th birthday ends well and with a smile on your face.
And may god bless you.
Once again, Happy birthday both of you Ryo-chan and Syeefa-neechan!
Love,
-Min, one of your millions fangirls around the world-
It made me jealous that Syeefa-neechan shares birthday with Ryo~ *whines*
Before I start my wish, I shall ramble first...
Just for the sake of trying not to be crazy though I think I will if I keep on keeping everything inside...
And now I'm going to start my rambling...
Sorry for the spamming...^^
Last month was too damn hard. That's a freaking statement.
I don't know why but I was emo for one time and happy for another and that's because I kinda cheat myself I guess. (my mother got frightened seeing me)
What important is to be positive anyway.
I felt freaking depressed and I cried when I wanted too, which is sooo not me.
I was never the one who cried because of small matter. I hope I never will be but I kinda am now.
I kept on thinking about the future and freaking present and seriously, it scare me to hell.
I do not celebrate my 16th birthday.
I do not win the title of tokoh NILAM state level.
I lost my weight. ( before I went to the camp it was 34 to 35kg only but I think I've add more weight now?)
That was not just it.
My school had huge functions last 28 October and guess what? My exams started the next day. Damn nice timing.
I don't have my lunch and my breakfast that day but I got three bento (sort of? just fried rice and chicken rice anyway) and I could just taste it. Only.
I did jobs which were not mine.
Stupid juniors slacked off and leave their duty but still they always, ALWAYS, freaking always got the recognition and teachers still love and praises them, but me? The other seniors who've been working like hell? My friends who dedicated themselves to the school? Who stayed till late evening? We got nothing. Some of us get something anyway. It's their luck~
And most definitely, my internet connection.
I can't use it for about three weeks and when I can, I can only use it for two days before lightning struck.
Yesterday everything was fine again. Damn thankful I am.
And today, on Ryo-chan's birthday, I do not have my laptop with me. The laptop which have all sources to make wallies and banner for Ryo-chan. And yes, its Physics paper I and II today. Bagus giler~
So I'm going to postpone the banner until next week's Friday since it's the freedom day! XD
*rambling mode off*
*fangirling mode on*
Dear Nishikido Ryo-san,
I've been saying this but I'm going to say this again.
I first know you because of One Liter of Tears which made me cried a liter of tears, seriously.
You captured my heart when you were all concerned about that sick girl in the drama. And honestly, your determination of being a doctor in that drama had made me want to work hard, very hard to achieve my dreams too. Thank you for that.
You are the one who hook me to be in the JE fandom. LOL
You are the gate of all the ikemen I know now. LMAO
You are the one who made me finish 9-10 doramas last year. Thank you. XD
I'm sorry though sometimes I got addicted to someone else other that you, but I always come back to you in the end. (happens a lot last year*
Your role in Attention Please gave me the idea of lack of something won't affect your dreams. Thank you.
Your role as Taisuke made me realize that siblings and family are very important. And to embrace them. Thank you.
Being Aoi-sensei, you touched my heart with your kindness. XD
And sorry again, I haven't have time yet to watch Niini. I'll make a dorama marathon after exams are finished. You got my words. *grins*
Your CODE PV is freaking amazing!! I've had it in my phone already~ hehehe...
Do continue to make great stuffs, song, solos like that and don't stop, k~
So Ryo-san,
Please take care of your health. (fgirls dun want to get heart attack again)
Please continue to be hardworking in both groups and in JE.
Please keep on to be smart, handsome, cool, adorable and dorky. XD
Hope your wishes will be granted and you'll have main drama characterS after this.
May your 25th birthday ends well and with a smile on your face.
And may god bless you.
Once again, Happy birthday both of you Ryo-chan and Syeefa-neechan!
Love,
-Min, one of your millions fangirls around the world-