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well... feeling like my life is redundant and useless... one of my friends is being very stupid and they see nothing wrong with it... the rest of my friends (with the exception of one really) have really started getting on my nerves... think its my march madness... who knows...
i don't think i'm even going to go to grad... i'll go to the ceremony but as of the moment i dont see any point going to the dance/banquet because there is only one person that i would like to go to grad with... but i don't know how to approach it... and there are two other people that i wouldn't mind going with but they both have dates...
just as a question... does anyone see anything wrong with trying to date someone while still flirting/fucking/hitting on the other girls you like? because i see a pretty big problem with it... heres some advice for you... you know why people are getting mad at you? because your being a dipshit! and if apon reading this you don't know who you are... then give yourself a good knock in the head and think about the past events...
realising how incredibly lonely i've been and will be for the rest of this year... pretty much all my fault because i'm not even trying... but none the less still feeling like im unattractive and unappealing... feeling like i'm going to be the only one of my friends without someone and i'm sitting here crying about it... if you know me you'll know how often i cry...
i just wish that one day i'll wake up with the girl i love in my arms... instead of an old body pillow...
i wish my head would stop hurting... i wish i could sleep at night... i wish i could stop thinking about her... i wish i could stop smoking... i wish i had someone to hold onto... i wish i was something more than a friend to somebody... i wish my life wasn't spinning into chaos... i wish i could just let it out... i wish i had a chance... i wish they knew how i felt...
one day... i'll tell them how i feel... i'll explain to them everything i've tried to explain over the years... i'll explain it the day after its too late... in a letter... the day my heart breaks...
i don't think i'm even going to go to grad... i'll go to the ceremony but as of the moment i dont see any point going to the dance/banquet because there is only one person that i would like to go to grad with... but i don't know how to approach it... and there are two other people that i wouldn't mind going with but they both have dates...
just as a question... does anyone see anything wrong with trying to date someone while still flirting/fucking/hitting on the other girls you like? because i see a pretty big problem with it... heres some advice for you... you know why people are getting mad at you? because your being a dipshit! and if apon reading this you don't know who you are... then give yourself a good knock in the head and think about the past events...
realising how incredibly lonely i've been and will be for the rest of this year... pretty much all my fault because i'm not even trying... but none the less still feeling like im unattractive and unappealing... feeling like i'm going to be the only one of my friends without someone and i'm sitting here crying about it... if you know me you'll know how often i cry...
i just wish that one day i'll wake up with the girl i love in my arms... instead of an old body pillow...
i wish my head would stop hurting... i wish i could sleep at night... i wish i could stop thinking about her... i wish i could stop smoking... i wish i had someone to hold onto... i wish i was something more than a friend to somebody... i wish my life wasn't spinning into chaos... i wish i could just let it out... i wish i had a chance... i wish they knew how i felt...
one day... i'll tell them how i feel... i'll explain to them everything i've tried to explain over the years... i'll explain it the day after its too late... in a letter... the day my heart breaks...