Mar 03, 2007 22:59
yeah... given up on it really... mainly because it sucks ass... and that the few people i do love... (very VERY few) i will never have a chance with... i really just can't put up with the headache of worrying how someone feels about me... or the pain of knowing someone doesn't feel the same as i do about them...
so yeah... untill i settle down somewhere... probably in saltspring... love is out of the question... for now i'll just remain friends with the people i love... maybe even try to help them out with their love lives...
Love... you've let me down... and please... don't preach to me about "oh you don't understand what love is your too young!" bullshit... i know i have a better understanding about love than most of the kids my age... i know what my feelings are... and yes i know that hormones play a big factor in this all aswell...
but anyways... Love... i'm sorry its just not working out... i think we should go on a break for a bit... i need some space to clear my head...
Toodles